Hi Friends!

So just A quick shout out to a few friends that I've Made since I've been in ottawa!
I Will make another post with more another time. I Want to get pictures with my friends instead of just individual pics of them or of myself.
so Here It Is!

This is My old Roommate, Brandie! My Best Friend That I've Made in Ottawa. If It Weren't for Her, I Definitely wouldn't be where I Am today!. I Would of been back home, in A Dead end, Going no-where job. I Would have absolutely no friends here. and A bunch of other things I Can't mention on here.
but Lets just say she's What kept me sane in ottawa! She is moving to cold lake soon though, which Really sucks. She Is definitely The the most amazing And awesome Person I've met in ottawa!.. I honestly and Seriously have no clue What would of happened to me if It weren't for her! she gave me a place to stay, made me feel better when I Was feeling down, and Just always there for me anytime I needed someone! i Don't Even think there are any words that Can Describe What she's done for me and How Much she's helped me And how much I Truly appreciate It all!!





Another of My Very best Friends here in ottawa! James Is Another person Who I Can trust with telling everything and anything to, or ask for advice when I need it! He Is My best friend Who is still in ottawa! If only there Were more people like him Around here, I May Like this city more! He is the brother I've never had. Except with any sibling rivalry! haha!. He's Truly great And amazing, And I am very greatful I Met him!





Another really good friend. This Is stas! We dated Way back when this picture was taken during a photoshoot! things didn't work out as a relationship for us, And it works out for the best that we remained just friends! but someone else I Can rely on to be there whenever I need someone to talk to. Someone who shares my musical tastes and who appreciates Some of the little things that I Do! He Never thought I Was weird Or strange When I Felt like I was the only person In this world because of how fucked up I Really am. I know that with him, I'm not alone. He Makes Me feel like I Belong. That I'm Not Fucked up, but That I'm the one Who lights up the room and brings laughter with my personality and lame jokes!... so I'm glad he's a part of my life!




And Last but not least(for this post), My current roommate, Margeaux!.
She doesn't normally dress like this! I did Her Hair For A fetish party we went to that night! It Was a lot of fun. She Is An Amazing Roommate, And Is also someone Who understands My Fucked up personality And laughs at my lame jokes! She Makes me Happy. I've always been very lucky to have Great roommates!
I Met her through My best friend James Actually. And If It weren't for him, We Would not be living together today!. If It Wasn't for Margeaux, accidently touching james innapropriately, Mgo and I would not be roomies! haha! It's A story for another day though!. but anyways, in the few months we've lived together so far, She has become another Truly amazing friend of mine, and Helped me through some tough times as well. More than I think she realizes!..





anyways, That's it for now. It's almost 4 AM, so I'm Going to go to bed now!.. But I just felt like updating this, and what better way than A shout out to some of my best friends in Ottawa! Who Are The only reason I'm Still in Ottawa Really!

goodnight!

P.S. I hope everyone had a good new year and merry xmas!

a post NOT only about a band i've seen!

hello all who have had time to step away from facebook to continue to read these blogs.
Not too Much new is going on. I figured I would try to update on something more than just bands I've seen lately.
I'm still going to mention the bands I've Seen, because well, Its what I do, But there will be more!

So... I've Seen A Couple of bands Since the last post! I Got to see the Creepshow for the fourth Time now!! They are amazing!. I got Sarah Sin's Autograph for a second Time. And I got a fourth picture taken with her! he sister Was Also there This time(Just to see the show, not to Perform).... The opening bands were really good too.. the hypnophonics and The dreadnaughts.... Melanie, I don't know if jimmy reads these or if you even still do, but if jimmy doesn't know the Dreadnaughts, I can see them being a band he really likes! lol...

I also got to See LACUNA COIL a few days ago!!! one of my favorite bands.. The third best show I've been to! no doubt and Emilie autumn were the two first!.. lol.. But Doll And hail the villain opened for Lacuna coil!
I got an autographed CD and got to shake all their hands And It Was just amazing!!!!....

There Are more bands for me to see soon enough And I will update on that another time!

Now what's going on with work.... Well, I'm officially the assistant manager! a LOT of people aren't too happy about it, but oh well. I was qualified for it! I Passed the test for it. I Live close enough to work that in case of emergency, i can get there in 15 minutes walking. I Am willing to work more than just one night a week. And so for everyone who Wasn't Happy, Well, Too bad! Hahahah!! I'm Not going to be with first choice forever! and This will look better on a resume for me and Give me the experience I need to move up in the world of Hairstyling!

My clientelle Is Also Getting quite large! Yesterday, it was a pretty slow day! I Was non stop all day though. of the 13 or 14 people I did(two of them being color/highlights), all but one were requests for me, Which is Why I Was busy all day!
so yay for that!

The second week of my vacation was pretty good. Relaxed. cleaned My room. Made a trip out to montreal, Where I Spent More Money than I had!. now That I'm back to work though, I'm making money again, which is good!!
I bought some really nice clothes.. I'll have pics of them on here at some point. Not today though!.

As for guys. I'm still single and probably will be for a while! Guys in ottawa or who are from ottawa just seem Really Weird and like peopel who I Don't really want to associate with!.. That does not Mean all of them are, just a lot of the ones I've met so far!.. So there is really nothing new there!

I haven't got any new tattooes lately, Except for the one That everyone seen when I was Home!. I Do plan on getting more. I have a friend in montreal who says she will do them for me for free! (I've seen her portfolio And tattoos she's done, and she Is an Amazing artist, so All I need to pay for is the trip to montreal, which round trip is 60$ on the bus. And I will give my friend something, so 100$ or less, And I Can get any tattoo I Want, any size, anywhere on my body!.. so, I'm hoping for days off soon after I Can afford it, so That I Can get more work done!...

As for piercings, I'm done for a while with that!.. not completely done, but for now!...

my new place that i'm living at is really great and is coming along well!. My roommate is super awesome!. ive always been pretty lucky with the roommates that i've had!...

Well, I think I've updated on Pretty much everything that there is to update on!.. If anyone wants any updates about me on anything else, let me know!..
For now, That's all i can think of to say, so bye!

EMILIE F*CKING AUTUMN!...

okay, So I GOT TO SEE EMILIE AUTUMN!!!!!!!!!!!! It Was The Most amazign concert of my life of EVER of My LIFE, OMG!

well, Not as good as no doubt, because Well, I'm obsessed with no doubt, but It was WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY up there with no doubt!!... So close that I'm not even sure which one was better now!!!!!.. the performance, Her voice, The Bloody crumpets, Just.. Ahhh!! everythign about it was soooo incredible!!!!!

So, I Went to my odl apartment to see if any of my mail came in and bring back my keys!
I ran into my friend who works at billigns bridge.
she told me she was going to see emilie autumn, because she was playing the next day!
She Had her tickets already!
I freaked!
I was suppose to work saturday.... Long Weekend, which I know Was going to be a busy one.
I didn't have to open OR close, And The whole staff was working that day, AND I offered to work the next four sundays in a row if I had to If I coudl get the days off...

My manager, Extremely Awesome!!!!
She gave me the days off... I owe Her Now! lol...

But every second will be totally worth it!!!!

so this is The song OPHELIAC, starts with really nice harpsichord, then amazing voice!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrOWCEl2zDg&feature=player_profilepage

A video I recorded!!! cause I Was THERE!!!!! EEEK!!! hahah!!!

okay,I'm just rambling! so I'm going to leave it at that!!
Enjoy the video!!!!!

Manson Live!...

So I got to see manson over the weekend.. HE's Very old And not aging well at all!.. and He Was hung over, I'm sure..

still an Excellent show though...
I Was RIGHT in front of the stage!! I Got to touch him!.. He Was sweaty!! hahahah!!..
My friend christina was in the front with me,And Manson Made out with her...She Had Makeup ALL over her face because of it.. lol...
And all She coudl taste was beer!!! lol..

He played a lot of his older stuff.. only like 3 newer songs...

Die Mannequin opened For him!! It Was great!! she Looked Cracked out, but It Was still awesome!.. lol..

After the show, I ran into some friends... And Then some random guy came up to me and my friends and wanted his picture with us, Saying we had the best outfits there... That all the others looked liek they were trying too hard!... Then He wanted his picture with just me, because he Kept Saying I Was definitely the one with the Best outfit of the night of everyone he seen there....

He kept staring at me, And Asked to Take my picture a third time...

I Guess dressing like this for 11 ish years Helps... wow, time goes by WAY too Fast!!... lol...

anyways, I'm very sick, so I'm Going to go.. just updating a little bit to let you knwo hwo the concert was!..

oh, the music!!...

So, As I have been posting, I have been seeing lots of bands and concerts and such..

NO DOUBT being the best of all of them of course...
But Lots of the bands I seen were really great....
No doubt, Paramore, robyn black, Our Lady peace, The yeah yeah yeahs, State ofshock, After forever, Bedouin soundclash, The creepshow, As Well As MANY MANY Others...

so, next show I'm going to see... Which might be two shows in one week.. one show, I know I'm going for sure.. I got my tickets already!..

So September 20ths, I'm going to go See marylin Manson! And I got floor tickets, which means I'll be way up front.. Hopefully!.. either way, I'll be in General Admission!.. YAY... so manson is My Next show..

That same week, I May be going to see PINK live.. which Woudl also be really cool.. Which reminds me, I have to see if she is going to montreal.. Tickets to montreal are a lot cheaper than tickets to toronto!.. :D!!!

IT's sad, But Enough already!..

okay, So Yeah, Michael Jackson is Dead.. Frankly, I'm extremely Annoyed with Every second song on the radio being michael jackson... Every channel on tv is... Yes, Micheal jackson....

He's Dead... But you know, so are lots of people... Everyone dies...
I mean, I Know He Was The "king of pop", But Big Fucking deal... Sure, some of his songs were okay, And He Was very Famous... You know What, Lots of famous people die.. 3 oher people Died That same week... I Bet You Can't Name Them... Becuase Everything is about stupid Micheal Jackson...

Gah!..

okay... I was annoyed to begin with, but The reaon for this post is because Of People Being douche-cocks about aqua's New song...

There is a quote in the lyrics, "When Micheal jackson's Skin was black"...
The song Is Called Back to The 80s.... It's making references to a bunch of stuff from the 80's.. IT's An Awesome, Catchy song... So if You weren't offended before He Died, You have no reason to be offended now that he's Dead!....

RIP MJ, As Well As Ed Mcmahon, Ferrah Fawcett, And Billy mays!!
I'm sorry to the other three Who Everyone seemed to forget about Because of MJ's Death!...

Anyways, That's it for my rant.. Sorry If I offended For not really caring that MJ Is Dead, But IT Was Going to happen sooner or later.. It just ended up happening sooner.
I'm entitled to my opinion on it, And You are entitled to yours!!!

Goodnight!

Going home...?!?!

Well, As It stands Right Now, I Will not be Able to go home In September....
As Much As I Want to, There is toomuch stuff conflicting with it.. the timing is Just A Very bad time for me..

There are a few reasons...

1... I am having trouble getting the time off work...... Which, I MAY have a plann for that.... I Woudl love to be there... I woudl like to knwo when all the family will Be home.... The 5ths of sept is on a saturday.... If Everyone Will be Home before the 3rd, I MAY be ale to get home for the 3rd.. I woudl have to comeck to ottawa on the fourth though.... which, I mostly wana go to see family.... family pictures and such... So I May e ale to make it around that time... but It's not for sure.... getting time off at work at the begining of september is NOT easy to get approved...

2... My Roommate is moving out around august/september, Whihc means, I Will be moving... Or finding a new roommate... In the event that I DO move, I will be paying more for rent.... Which Means,, I have a Lot Less money for going home.... so Unless Peopel Wanna Donate some money to me To be able to get home, then I don't think I will be able to afford it....
On Top of money issues, again, I will be moving.... I will be packing and Unpacking And I will proably be stressed to the max with everything That I will have do.. So, adding A Vacation home, On Top of everything else around that time... going to be tough....

3. I Am also going to be tryig for assistant manager in August/septemer... I ne to do a test and such, And It will be a of extra work... the reason I'm trying aroundhat time is because My NB hairtsylist license Will be Valid everywhere in canada after august, because the association is changing the rules.... so, If I end up getting it, which Isn't For sure, I will have a igger work load put on me, And More responsibilities, And May need to be around during that week... (doubt that I will have to be around, but I have to be able To do the managerial work when The Manager is not around!)....

so.... you see my dilema in going.... So I wish I Could be there, but there is a 90% chance i won't be able to make it.....

If I am not Able to go in september, I'm Going to Try te home in November for Melanie's wedding.... I Wanna be at At LEAST One of these events!!!....


anyways, I'll continue To Keep You all updated on whats going on!...
And Sorry for typos.. my computer is broke... Especially my letter B and N, so don't blame me, blame my keyboard! lol...