My Sinful Desire Is To Desire The Sinful!

more for the hair portfolio!

2010-04-02T20:12:00.001-07:00

So I never have time to post pics anymore... SO I'm taking a minute to post pics of Two hairstyles I've done in the last little while!(one I've done today), which I'm quite proud of....
They will make a perfect addition to my portfolio!!!

So Here it Is..

The First three pics are of my Friend Elyse... her Hair is Actually a lot lighter than in these pictures, but The pictures Are still very nice!! I did A Full Head of highlights/color... And I Also cut her hair, And gave her bangs, which she didn't have before!!!... :D!!!!

So These two first ones, of my friend Dominic, was one Of My fav Cuts and colors that I've done in a REALLY long time... Here you can kinda See the design and the color on the hair!!.... (he Was doing this for a hockey tournament!!)... Definitely worthy of my hair portfolio!!!

And This is The cut And color completed!!!!
I Love It!!.. It's Such A fun cut and color.... And We had to get a picture of the stylist along with The client in there!!!... Such A cute picture!! hahahaha!!!

so I hope you enjoy!.... Tell me what you all think!!! :D!!

Piercings and Tats!

2010-03-12T18:06:00.000-08:00

So there are a couple of new posts I want To do.. One, continue with posting Stuff for friends like my last post,...
this one!
And then one more after..

This one, Is basically to talk about the next one!.
Remember the post i did sometime last year i think, of all the tattoos I've gotten... Well, I Got a lot more since then. I Need to continue on with the pictures of them i think...
And Also, since I have more piercings Than Tats and They are both a part of the whole body mod subject, I figured I Would post picture of All My piercings as well!

I currently have 15 or 16 tattoos, And I have 20 piercings...
I wanna take the pictures now, but I do not have a good camera.. And also, My three newest ones aren't quite healed... Actually, the last 5 i got aren't quite healed yet!.. lol..... Soooo... As soon As I get my camera, and As soon as the piercings don't look so... painful, I Will Be posting the pics...

unless I get my camera working properly again...

Hi Friends!

2010-01-02T00:19:00.001-08:00

So just A quick shout out to a few friends that I've Made since I've been in ottawa!
I Will make another post with more another time. I Want to get pictures with my friends instead of just individual pics of them or of myself.
so Here It Is!

This is My old Roommate, Brandie! My Best Friend That I've Made in Ottawa. If It Weren't for Her, I Definitely wouldn't be where I Am today!. I Would of been back home, in A Dead end, Going no-where job. I Would have absolutely no friends here. and A bunch of other things I Can't mention on here.
but Lets just say she's What kept me sane in ottawa! She is moving to cold lake soon though, which Really sucks. She Is definitely The the most amazing And awesome Person I've met in ottawa!.. I honestly and Seriously have no clue What would of happened to me if It weren't for her! she gave me a place to stay, made me feel better when I Was feeling down, and Just always there for me anytime I needed someone! i Don't Even think there are any words that Can Describe What she's done for me and How Much she's helped me And how much I Truly appreciate It all!!

Another of My Very best Friends here in ottawa! James Is Another person Who I Can trust with telling everything and anything to, or ask for advice when I need it! He Is My best friend Who is still in ottawa! If only there Were more people like him Around here, I May Like this city more! He is the brother I've never had. Except with any sibling rivalry! haha!. He's Truly great And amazing, And I am very greatful I Met him!

Another really good friend. This Is stas! We dated Way back when this picture was taken during a photoshoot! things didn't work out as a relationship for us, And it works out for the best that we remained just friends! but someone else I Can rely on to be there whenever I need someone to talk to. Someone who shares my musical tastes and who appreciates Some of the little things that I Do! He Never thought I Was weird Or strange When I Felt like I was the only person In this world because of how fucked up I Really am. I know that with him, I'm not alone. He Makes Me feel like I Belong. That I'm Not Fucked up, but That I'm the one Who lights up the room and brings laughter with my personality and lame jokes!... so I'm glad he's a part of my life!

And Last but not least(for this post), My current roommate, Margeaux!.
She doesn't normally dress like this! I did Her Hair For A fetish party we went to that night! It Was a lot of fun. She Is An Amazing Roommate, And Is also someone Who understands My Fucked up personality And laughs at my lame jokes! She Makes me Happy. I've always been very lucky to have Great roommates!
I Met her through My best friend James Actually. And If It weren't for him, We Would not be living together today!. If It Wasn't for Margeaux, accidently touching james innapropriately, Mgo and I would not be roomies! haha! It's A story for another day though!. but anyways, in the few months we've lived together so far, She has become another Truly amazing friend of mine, and Helped me through some tough times as well. More than I think she realizes!..

anyways, That's it for now. It's almost 4 AM, so I'm Going to go to bed now!.. But I just felt like updating this, and what better way than A shout out to some of my best friends in Ottawa! Who Are The only reason I'm Still in Ottawa Really!

goodnight!

P.S. I hope everyone had a good new year and merry xmas!

a post NOT only about a band i've seen!

2009-11-21T11:25:00.000-08:00

hello all who have had time to step away from facebook to continue to read these blogs.
Not too Much new is going on. I figured I would try to update on something more than just bands I've seen lately.
I'm still going to mention the bands I've Seen, because well, Its what I do, But there will be more!

So... I've Seen A Couple of bands Since the last post! I Got to see the Creepshow for the fourth Time now!! They are amazing!. I got Sarah Sin's Autograph for a second Time. And I got a fourth picture taken with her! he sister Was Also there This time(Just to see the show, not to Perform).... The opening bands were really good too.. the hypnophonics and The dreadnaughts.... Melanie, I don't know if jimmy reads these or if you even still do, but if jimmy doesn't know the Dreadnaughts, I can see them being a band he really likes! lol...

I also got to See LACUNA COIL a few days ago!!! one of my favorite bands.. The third best show I've been to! no doubt and Emilie autumn were the two first!.. lol.. But Doll And hail the villain opened for Lacuna coil!
I got an autographed CD and got to shake all their hands And It Was just amazing!!!!....

There Are more bands for me to see soon enough And I will update on that another time!

Now what's going on with work.... Well, I'm officially the assistant manager! a LOT of people aren't too happy about it, but oh well. I was qualified for it! I Passed the test for it. I Live close enough to work that in case of emergency, i can get there in 15 minutes walking. I Am willing to work more than just one night a week. And so for everyone who Wasn't Happy, Well, Too bad! Hahahah!! I'm Not going to be with first choice forever! and This will look better on a resume for me and Give me the experience I need to move up in the world of Hairstyling!

My clientelle Is Also Getting quite large! Yesterday, it was a pretty slow day! I Was non stop all day though. of the 13 or 14 people I did(two of them being color/highlights), all but one were requests for me, Which is Why I Was busy all day!
so yay for that!

The second week of my vacation was pretty good. Relaxed. cleaned My room. Made a trip out to montreal, Where I Spent More Money than I had!. now That I'm back to work though, I'm making money again, which is good!!
I bought some really nice clothes.. I'll have pics of them on here at some point. Not today though!.

As for guys. I'm still single and probably will be for a while! Guys in ottawa or who are from ottawa just seem Really Weird and like peopel who I Don't really want to associate with!.. That does not Mean all of them are, just a lot of the ones I've met so far!.. So there is really nothing new there!

I haven't got any new tattooes lately, Except for the one That everyone seen when I was Home!. I Do plan on getting more. I have a friend in montreal who says she will do them for me for free! (I've seen her portfolio And tattoos she's done, and she Is an Amazing artist, so All I need to pay for is the trip to montreal, which round trip is 60$ on the bus. And I will give my friend something, so 100$ or less, And I Can get any tattoo I Want, any size, anywhere on my body!.. so, I'm hoping for days off soon after I Can afford it, so That I Can get more work done!...

As for piercings, I'm done for a while with that!.. not completely done, but for now!...

my new place that i'm living at is really great and is coming along well!. My roommate is super awesome!. ive always been pretty lucky with the roommates that i've had!...

Well, I think I've updated on Pretty much everything that there is to update on!.. If anyone wants any updates about me on anything else, let me know!..
For now, That's all i can think of to say, so bye!

EMILIE F*CKING AUTUMN!...

2009-10-14T19:28:00.001-07:00

okay, So I GOT TO SEE EMILIE AUTUMN!!!!!!!!!!!! It Was The Most amazign concert of my life of EVER of My LIFE, OMG!

well, Not as good as no doubt, because Well, I'm obsessed with no doubt, but It was WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY up there with no doubt!!... So close that I'm not even sure which one was better now!!!!!.. the performance, Her voice, The Bloody crumpets, Just.. Ahhh!! everythign about it was soooo incredible!!!!!

So, I Went to my odl apartment to see if any of my mail came in and bring back my keys!
I ran into my friend who works at billigns bridge.
she told me she was going to see emilie autumn, because she was playing the next day!
She Had her tickets already!
I freaked!
I was suppose to work saturday.... Long Weekend, which I know Was going to be a busy one.
I didn't have to open OR close, And The whole staff was working that day, AND I offered to work the next four sundays in a row if I had to If I coudl get the days off...

My manager, Extremely Awesome!!!!
She gave me the days off... I owe Her Now! lol...

But every second will be totally worth it!!!!

so this is The song OPHELIAC, starts with really nice harpsichord, then amazing voice!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrOWCEl2zDg&feature=player_profilepage

A video I recorded!!! cause I Was THERE!!!!! EEEK!!! hahah!!!

okay,I'm just rambling! so I'm going to leave it at that!!
Enjoy the video!!!!!

Manson Live!...

2009-09-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

So I got to see manson over the weekend.. HE's Very old And not aging well at all!.. and He Was hung over, I'm sure..

still an Excellent show though...
I Was RIGHT in front of the stage!! I Got to touch him!.. He Was sweaty!! hahahah!!..
My friend christina was in the front with me,And Manson Made out with her...She Had Makeup ALL over her face because of it.. lol...
And all She coudl taste was beer!!! lol..

He played a lot of his older stuff.. only like 3 newer songs...

Die Mannequin opened For him!! It Was great!! she Looked Cracked out, but It Was still awesome!.. lol..

After the show, I ran into some friends... And Then some random guy came up to me and my friends and wanted his picture with us, Saying we had the best outfits there... That all the others looked liek they were trying too hard!... Then He wanted his picture with just me, because he Kept Saying I Was definitely the one with the Best outfit of the night of everyone he seen there....

He kept staring at me, And Asked to Take my picture a third time...

I Guess dressing like this for 11 ish years Helps... wow, time goes by WAY too Fast!!... lol...

anyways, I'm very sick, so I'm Going to go.. just updating a little bit to let you knwo hwo the concert was!..

oh, the music!!...

2009-07-30T10:30:00.000-07:00

So, As I have been posting, I have been seeing lots of bands and concerts and such..

NO DOUBT being the best of all of them of course...
But Lots of the bands I seen were really great....
No doubt, Paramore, robyn black, Our Lady peace, The yeah yeah yeahs, State ofshock, After forever, Bedouin soundclash, The creepshow, As Well As MANY MANY Others...

so, next show I'm going to see... Which might be two shows in one week.. one show, I know I'm going for sure.. I got my tickets already!..

So September 20ths, I'm going to go See marylin Manson! And I got floor tickets, which means I'll be way up front.. Hopefully!.. either way, I'll be in General Admission!.. YAY... so manson is My Next show..

That same week, I May be going to see PINK live.. which Woudl also be really cool.. Which reminds me, I have to see if she is going to montreal.. Tickets to montreal are a lot cheaper than tickets to toronto!.. :D!!!

IT's sad, But Enough already!..

2009-07-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

okay, So Yeah, Michael Jackson is Dead.. Frankly, I'm extremely Annoyed with Every second song on the radio being michael jackson... Every channel on tv is... Yes, Micheal jackson....

He's Dead... But you know, so are lots of people... Everyone dies...
I mean, I Know He Was The "king of pop", But Big Fucking deal... Sure, some of his songs were okay, And He Was very Famous... You know What, Lots of famous people die.. 3 oher people Died That same week... I Bet You Can't Name Them... Becuase Everything is about stupid Micheal Jackson...

Gah!..

okay... I was annoyed to begin with, but The reaon for this post is because Of People Being douche-cocks about aqua's New song...

There is a quote in the lyrics, "When Micheal jackson's Skin was black"...
The song Is Called Back to The 80s.... It's making references to a bunch of stuff from the 80's.. IT's An Awesome, Catchy song... So if You weren't offended before He Died, You have no reason to be offended now that he's Dead!....

RIP MJ, As Well As Ed Mcmahon, Ferrah Fawcett, And Billy mays!!
I'm sorry to the other three Who Everyone seemed to forget about Because of MJ's Death!...

Anyways, That's it for my rant.. Sorry If I offended For not really caring that MJ Is Dead, But IT Was Going to happen sooner or later.. It just ended up happening sooner.
I'm entitled to my opinion on it, And You are entitled to yours!!!

Goodnight!

Going home...?!?!

2009-05-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

Well, As It stands Right Now, I Will not be Able to go home In September....
As Much As I Want to, There is toomuch stuff conflicting with it.. the timing is Just A Very bad time for me..

There are a few reasons...

1... I am having trouble getting the time off work...... Which, I MAY have a plann for that.... I Woudl love to be there... I woudl like to knwo when all the family will Be home.... The 5ths of sept is on a saturday.... If Everyone Will be Home before the 3rd, I MAY be ale to get home for the 3rd.. I woudl have to comeck to ottawa on the fourth though.... which, I mostly wana go to see family.... family pictures and such... So I May e ale to make it around that time... but It's not for sure.... getting time off at work at the begining of september is NOT easy to get approved...

2... My Roommate is moving out around august/september, Whihc means, I Will be moving... Or finding a new roommate... In the event that I DO move, I will be paying more for rent.... Which Means,, I have a Lot Less money for going home.... so Unless Peopel Wanna Donate some money to me To be able to get home, then I don't think I will be able to afford it....
On Top of money issues, again, I will be moving.... I will be packing and Unpacking And I will proably be stressed to the max with everything That I will have do.. So, adding A Vacation home, On Top of everything else around that time... going to be tough....

3. I Am also going to be tryig for assistant manager in August/septemer... I ne to do a test and such, And It will be a of extra work... the reason I'm trying aroundhat time is because My NB hairtsylist license Will be Valid everywhere in canada after august, because the association is changing the rules.... so, If I end up getting it, which Isn't For sure, I will have a igger work load put on me, And More responsibilities, And May need to be around during that week... (doubt that I will have to be around, but I have to be able To do the managerial work when The Manager is not around!)....

so.... you see my dilema in going.... So I wish I Could be there, but there is a 90% chance i won't be able to make it.....

If I am not Able to go in september, I'm Going to Try te home in November for Melanie's wedding.... I Wanna be at At LEAST One of these events!!!....

anyways, I'll continue To Keep You all updated on whats going on!...
And Sorry for typos.. my computer is broke... Especially my letter B and N, so don't blame me, blame my keyboard! lol...

Things are looking good!

2009-05-09T20:54:00.000-07:00

Wel, this blog may turn into an actual upate on my life as opposed to how much i hate people and Little pissy, angsty rants... so Here It goes!!...

First of All, work... I found out a few weeks ago that my NB certification For hairstyling will be Valid everywhere in canada after august!.. If I Can Avoid The Ministry of ontario until then, then I may finally be abl to get out of first choice, and start moving my career forward as opposed to be trapped in this one level of experience job!... I want to expand my knowledge and learn more, and work somewhere a little more high end!..
only thing abot that is that I have to make sure i have the clientel that will follow, Or that i will be working on Salary... I need to have a consistantincome to make sure i can afford to live....

Speaking of affording to live... As I wroe in my last post, my roommate is moving.. i have been looking around for appartments/roommates... As much as i woudl love to move to Toronto, I think wanna stay in ottawa just abit longer... I've come to make this place my second home.. My friends, My job, Everythign fom the last year and a half is in ottawa, And I know i's not the best place for my career t expand, but I Really enjoy it here.... anyways, I got off track.... I Found an apt for 595$ a mnth, everything included, Laundry facilities/dishwasher, furnished, Really nice looking...and It seems to be a very convinient area to get to work as well... I'm going o go down sometime really soon to see if i can't make an appointment to take a look at it!! I hope it works out there...

also, A girl from work Gav me a umber to a dentist wo is apparently really nice.. It's the dentiste goes to, nd has never had a proble with him... IReally need to go, but i rfuse to goback to th one in the Bilings bridge mall..last time i went, th wee extrememly rude, and told me it was a mistake to go see a doctor when i ws in constant pain... so yeah! there is a longer story to that, but I don't wanna get into it, becase it'll turn into another rant.... but Anyways, I'm going to mae an appointment sometime soon...

I'm going to be going to Toronto in june.. everytimei listento no noubt, Or See the on TV or in a commercial or Anything, I get sper excited.. It's been my life long dream to seno doubt live, and Now Mywish has finaly come true!!! If yo wish for something enough, wishes do eventually come true!!!!!!!!!

What else.... oh, A girl from work, Sarah, Is trying to set me p with one of her friends from smith falls... she was telling me about im and how cute he was, and I was kindaiffy about even talking to him at frst, because well, sarah's taste in mmen is HORRIBLE... butItook a chance... He Is super Sweet, And Super cute and Nice and funny, And he doesn't smoke r do drugs, and he has two jobs, supervisor at one of them!.. He is coming to visit me in two weeks... I Can't Wait...I hope things turn out with hm as well!..

Hmm.. Vacation time for work, I still get two weeks paid vacation....As itstands riht now, i won't be able to make it home for the first week of september. i told my manager the situation, and she talked to the supervisor and sh said as long as I'm bkFor the weekends of the 5ths and 6ths, I coudl go.. but The fifth was the onyl day i really wanted... So the anager said she woudl talk to the supervisor again... I Ma not be able to make it home for that.....
If not, I will defntiely be going home for melanie'swedding.. I can't go to one, I'm Going to the other...But I'll keep you posted on that!...

Anyway, that is all for now! I work early tomorrow morning, So I'm going to go to bed now!

P.S. Auntie berta, if you have that budgetig website you were telling m about, coudl you email it to e or Leave a comment with it.. I think it might be helpful... thanks!! :D!

financially srewed or financially paranoid!?

2009-05-01T21:15:00.000-07:00

So, My roommate is moving out possibly in september.. which means I either have to move, or Have to find a new roommate..

I think I wana live on my own though! but I Love the place i'm living.. soo. Options are... find a roommate, And suck it up, and live with soeone I barely know...
either move out or have them move in here...

Or, Ask The Landlord if there are any one bedroomappartments in this building which may be available in spetember...

one Way to find out... Lets see what happens!!..

I'm either Financially screwed, Or, financially paranoid.. I wish I didn' wrry about money so much!

Still Hating the gay community in ottawa!!

2009-04-24T19:55:00.001-07:00

AGAIN, PEOPLE NEED TO MIND THEIR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'm Blind, Or Maybe you're pathetic!

2009-03-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

People Really Need to Stop judging based on a one encounter or a one time meeting situation.. yes, first impressions can sway you to liking or disliking someone but Seriously, learn the facts...

I Can do What I Want And I don't need people Judging me because they think It'll b a mistake for me because They don't like Whatever It Is I'm doing, Or whoever it Is I'm hanging out with....

I've been in situations whre friends stab each other in the back, and they stopbeing friends... They Expect me to take a side and not be Friends wth one or the other... You knwo what..those people can go fuck off... your issues are between you two, And i Will remain friends with both and WON'T choose a side..

Well This is the same type of situations..

On that note, The gay community in Ottawa Is Pathetic And THINK they all know each other over a one encounter or one story about this person, wether it be true or not...
even so, You're Not fucking perfect, and you have made some fucked up mistakes as well and you sound like a fucking hypocrite!......

I needd a bit of rant, And James or brandie aren't online, and they are my ranting to people.. so blogger, here you go...

OH MY FRICKEN GOD, I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE EXCITED ABOUT ANYTHING IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

Okay!!... So... Oh man.....
last week, Found out that my all time favorie band ever in the world EVER is Going to be in Toronto!!....
That's Right!!!
NO DOUBT IS BACK TOGETHER FOR THIS SHOW, AND WILL BE PLAYNG IN TORONTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Paramore, Who is anothr ban That I Like, Is opening for them, But I'm Not even thatxcited about them, even though they are great!!
I'm Too Excited for NO DOUBT!!!!!!!!!

I found out onwednesday, an havenseen my manager until today, but the second I seen her, I askd her If I Could have the time off in June... She said it shouldn't be a problem!!!! So As SOON as I got home, I Bought my ticket!!!
I've already had a place to stay...

So.. That's Right Everyone, On Of the Biggest Wishes And Dreams I've EVER has in my life is FINALLY coming True!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June 16ths, in Toronto,at 7:30PM, I will be Seated For the Show Of my Dreams!!!!!

I've loved no doubt since.. FOREVER... I have al Their CDs, And All Their DVDs plus doubles of all their cds and DVDs, And Both of Gwen's CDs, (the box sets), Plus, I EVEN have GWEN lyic TATTOOED to Me!!!!!! I'm cmpletely obsessed!!!!!!!!

I Can't believe it's real... I Bought the tickets, and got a place to stay, And A friend to go with (because I've never been to toronto before, so going alone would make me a bit nervous) And The time Off to go, And AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

okay!!! I'm done!! I'm Just too excited for this not to tell the world!!!!!!!

FOREVER KNOWN AS BLACK THURSDAY!!

2009-02-07T17:16:00.000-08:00

so, thursday was the worse day of my life EVER.... It just went fro bad to Worse ALLLLLLLLday!!

First, I wake Up, find out My goddaughter (krysta) Might have a hole in her heart. (we found out the next day that everythig was fine And she Is perfectly healthy and no hole).... which Made friday a littl better!..

After That, Brandie Seds me a message telling me that a friend I Cared a lot About died.. donèt know the whole story, but i think she ran into a transport.. :(
She Was a coworker of ours.. I took her to the gay club! hahah! It Was fun!! and we always listneed to music ogether and made each other CDs....
REST IN PEACE CANDICE!!!!! I will miss you!

this Was ME And her t the FC awards banquet!

So THA sucked...

After That,With my own stpidity, Got Screwed out of Some Money... Wh I'm hopefully getting back..

THEN... Al broke up with me....

So.... Yeah!! just the worse day of my life!!!!!

in the last post..

2009-01-24T16:25:00.001-08:00

in the last post, the Last picture goes with the first caption!..

More for my portfolio!

2009-01-24T16:12:00.001-08:00

So... I haven't updated this in a long while... things are going well.. Just a quick update fo now to show you another hairstyle/color/cut I did for my portfolio!..
You can't see the color All too Well, So I will b taking better pics... Here is the just of it though!

This Is My friend/Coworker Robyn!... It was a slow day at work today so a decided to do her hair... the Hair Is Black And purple... I did a Few days ago.. the cut Is Kinda Scene, asymetrical, Shorter in the ack, long in the front, And the Style is Just a bit of backcombing/Styling product.. not going into too much detail.. but Here is Is!!

i don't have any really good pictures of the back... but you an see it a little better in these next two pictures!!!!

anywyas, that's all for now.. I can't wait to Build my portfolio a little better. once I get my credit card paid off, I'm buying myself new camera for better pics of the hair!...

anyways, Lemme know what you think!

in trenton

2008-12-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

havent updated in a while..
things with al and i are going really well...he's not creepy or stalkerish or annoying like all the other guys in ottawa.... he's sweet and spoils me...heheh

i made it to trenton for xmas..on auntie brendas computer right now....
i am going to go see JOHN PINETTE in january!! cant wait!

i did ten people's hair at work today..one didn't tip...and i still made 70$...go me!!!....one of my regulars bought me the book TWILIGHT!!
and another one gave me a drive to the train station so i didn't have to take a taxi!

im drinking powerade...
my hair is purple.

and that is my life up to date!

Not a long post..

2008-11-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

so all The pictures Posted of my Roommate and I were When we were dressed up..
And even though Here Is another one of Us dressed Up, We did take another one this weekend where We Were Just.. Us.. It's my favorite picture of us by far!

This Is over the weekend... on Thursday.. When Brandie Was Down.... This is a great picture of us I think... I had a lot of fun when she was down!

So This Was The Fetish Party That Brandie And I attended!! She Wa wearing my corset!
And I was wearing bondage tape! hahaH!

And That's all for this post.

APOCALYPTICA!!

2008-09-25T13:39:00.001-07:00

So, The Apocalyptica show last night was amazing.. I took some pictures. wonèt be posting them now, but Jus wanted to do a quick update!!

I also Got my tickets for maragret cho!!!(pro-gay comedia). KELLY(liam sullivan) Is Supposedely opening for her!! YAY!! I'm so excited!!!...

At the apocalyptica show last night, They had a special guest!.. no, It wasn't ville valo...They did however play the song bittersweet!..(ville Valo is the singer of the band HIM, Who sings in the song bittersweet)...
The special guest was TORYN GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!.. It Was awesome....(toryn Green is The singer Of The Band FUEL!.... if you haven't heard them, Or don't know the name, they sing the song Hemmorhage(In My Hands)..... I'm sure some of you might have heard that one!!....

Anyways... I'll update more on the other shows I Go to!...

what else. work still the same.. manager got promoted, so I don't know how I'm going to last in that place, But I'll try to stick it out..
I bought A New Bed.. It's SOOO comfy!! Especally after not having a bed for over a year!!!
I Am going to get a TV today for my room!.. I Can't wait!!.

anyways, That is all for now!...
Will update more later!
bye!

portfolio pics two

2008-09-01T19:31:00.000-07:00

So THis is My Super Awesome roommate... Well... Ex roommate now... :(.. but Sheès Super awesome... she got a managerès position in petewawa, which is why We are no longer roommates...

She Was home,And I coloredécut her hair..
Here is the back... We did The Crown area all pink, and We did the bangs pink and Two small pieces on the sides pink.... this is the back.... Next time I nk I Might cut it a t shorter... She got it cut where she works now, and there was a random chunk missing.. I didnèt want to go too short though, So I tried to blend it as much as possible...

Here are the bangs... A bit of pink in the bangs.. And i think you can see a bit of the pink on the sides, underneath the black....

the right side... not As Drastic of an angle, because again, That chunk that was missing, I wanted to blend as much as possible.. I think it turned out pretty good though... Next time, with the back being shorter, Itès going to be on a more drastix angle, which will be awesome!

and the left side..

so there are the pics for the portfolio... I may touch up the color next week when sheès home for her birthday, so I May have new pics.. We'll see how it goes!. :D!!

portfolio begins!!!

2008-08-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

so I've been wanting to do this for a while, And i'm finally getting started...

I'm starting to do A Hairstyling protfolio...
I have the one pic I did for amanda's hair for prom.. and I colored/cut my roommates hair the other night, which I don't have pics for yet, but I Will have some soon...
And I did an updo At work today, and asked my client if I Coudl take a pic for my portfolio...

i Want to move ahead.. It's really hard working at first choice and Moving ahead, so Hence The Hairstyling protfolio!...

so this is the updo I did for the girl at work.

So this is from The Left side..
I Was quite happy with The Way this updo turned out..

From The right side... after I took the pics, i fixed some of the frizzyness that was in the back.. Her Hair Was Short in the back, And the texture made it a bit difficult to get all the hair to stay! haha!... The Front in this shot looks awesome I think! hahah!..

here is the back.. hard to really see and get the full Effect because of the flash of the camera.... but It Was kinda in bubbles,, with a few straight pieces sticking out..

It Was for a wedding. she wanted somethign a little more simple... I did something a Little more complicated, but so so Much that she woudl be outshining the bride ro anything... something nice, And simple, but that still looks elegant and fancy for a wedding....

(I think anyways!).. :P..

I think I posted thispic before Some time... but It's going to be a part of my portfolio as well.... This is when I did Amanda hair for prom i believe it was..
I think It looks awesome... I don't remember what it looked like from the front though!.. lol...

once I get the pic of brandie's hair, I'll post it. I did it pink and black, where the crown area is all pink, And the bangs are pink, and There are two pieces that are pink on each side in front of her ears.. (The longer part of her hair).. I Cut it to the inverted Bob!..

So I'll get thos epics tomorro probably, or next week....
I'll Let you all see how awesome It looks, because I think it looks great!!! :D...

We were at the mallt he other day, and a random girl Went up to brandie and told her she loved her hair! haha! I felt Proud!.. :D:D:D!!

anywyas, That is all for now!
enjoy!

capital Pride! 2008!

2008-08-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

Hey All!. So This isnèt all the pics of me... there were SOOO Many taken!!... Capital pride 2008 was a lot of fun.. I think my outfit was Extremely appropriate for the occasion!... :D:D:D... hahah!!

I had so many random people wanting to take my picture.. I Felt famous... I made lots of new friends, And had a fun time!...

so here are a few of the pics....
enjoy!!.. :)

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modelling?

2008-08-04T22:14:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm in a place in my life right now where EVERYTHING is confusing... And I'm questioning Everything....

So what am I going to do about it..

there are a few things I have been thinking of... I Realize I never give time to MYSELF or think about myself...and i think it's time i start..

first off... With My career choice. don't get me wrong. I Like working as a hairstylist right now. I Love my regulars that come in... (Most of them) haha... I don't liek the place i workt though... My manager is awesome, but There is so much wrong th first choice that I just feel that I'm not working at my fuill potential and not learning The Skills and techniques That I Could be learning if I were working in a higher end salon... There is a reason why People go to other salons... Is because There are some things that they do/learn/know that You just can't get out of first choice. I feel like If I stay there any longer, I won't be able to reach my full potential...

I Also Want to start doing research on how to get into platform art.. Doing hairstyles for runways and Such.
First things first though.
I have to get My butt in gear and Study for my redseal exam... Even If I don't continue in the hairstyling path, As much as I enjoy it, I Woudl love to still be licensed in all of this.

Which also reminds me to get my butt in gear and send the association money for my new license!
Hard to believe that i've already been licensed for over a year now!

so that's the first thing that's kinda got me thinking right now!

Second of all... about the Title Of this post... Modelling. I have done photoshoots for a friend to help With Her portolio and projects and Assignments for her photography course!..
I Loved it. I had so much fun. And I love having my picture taken. I remember when i was younger, and I use to HATE it, but I don't know why that's changed... So Much is changing lately, And I Want to live my life in a way that i will be happy with it.. so. I have been saving the pictures from hose photoshoots... I Will be doing another photoshoot soon Slightly more explicit than The last few... (No, I will not be nude).. hahah!.... but I want something more in the Modelling Portfolio that i'm building for myself....
I have also been doinga bit of research for "cyber/goth" modelling angencies around ottawa... no luck yet!.. but I have found a few different modelling angencies around here just have to look into them a bit more....
It's something I'm totally serious about doing, And Want to attempt to see if it goes anywhere.. If it does, that woudl be awesome... if not, Then at least i tried, and Know, instead of wondering if it coudl of ever happened...
I have had many people tell me I should model..lots of friends, and Lots of random people... even one of my friends Who was a model.. who has an agent said I woudl be great for it..... It's just to find the right place to start!

What else... oh yeah.. With guys... I have been on dates and such... Seeing people... (not all at the same time).. hahah. And I find myself Not really interested anymore... not right now anyways... afte patrick, everything just goa lot harder, and I couldn't find myself Liking people... And Guys Tend to fall WAY too fast around here... It's alsmot kinda scary... I had one guy say he loved me.. I told him to stop, because i didn't love him! hah!... I just can't find myself loving someone else After Loving patrick As much as i did... And now, the word "love" has kinda lost all meaning to me right now...

I think I need to give it a break from guys... A Break from Work(which I'm not going to do, but i want to), A break From everyone and everything, And Just think about myself for once....

Same with the manager position in my last post... Maybe it is a good idea that i ask angie to try to get me promoted to assistant manager. I mean, Lots of drama and annoying Bitches that i work with will just be a part of the whole package of being assistant manager... and, It may help me in the long run once I'm out on my own.. get me the skills I Need to do something more than just being someone's Employee!!..

again, even if i don't stay in the Hair business, The experience of being the assistant manager will Help me in the future....

There is jut so much to think about.....

also, As Much as I miss home, Maybe I need to think about moving to a bigger city as well... Maybe to Toronto!... I have had LOTS of people tell me TO is more for me.. There is better careet opportunity.. there ARE "goth" modelling angencies in TO... AND, I will Be able to start a new life all over, something more...ME..., not knowing anyone or where anythign is.. Just wander around and get ost in the big city, Making it on my own!!!!......

I have dreams to live out, And If I'm going to go anywhere in life, in followig these dreams, It's time to start thinking of myself, and to start planning on How to get started with everything....

hmm.. I haven't done these posts in a long time... I forgot how much i liked just venting about nothing! hahah!!

What else....
on other notes..
things are a little quiet without brandie here...or at work... I can't Wait til she comes home For her bithday... I will have someone To Laugh at all the randomocities with.. AND, gaxxy Cat(my kitty) Misses her too.. lol..

Also, speaking of my kitty, I'm planning on getting new rats soon!.. At least one for sure..

And.. Other than that, I Have to go Now. I have to work tomorrow, And I have A lot to do before AND after work...
AND i have wednesdya off, And have a lot to do wednesday as well... It'll all to get started on My New path in life!!...

Lets see Where It takes me!
Bye all!

Time Will Show, And Time will Tell!

2008-08-01T19:59:00.000-07:00

So... I haven't done one of these post in a while... Where I Just Blab on About Things Going on And such... So I Figured it Would be about tme... I will Also Explain The Title Of The Postless Post!....

So First, I'll Start with my Vacation... It was a lot of fun.. I Flew in To Nova Scotia, And Spent Two Nights there...
From There, Jimmy And Melanie Drove Me To Miramichi....It took a few hours longerthan it should have because A Tire Blew on the Highway, Which Was exciting...lol....
Finally made it home, And Went to uncle Pauls... Had a bunch of drinks, And spent the first night home at moms.....
Day two was spent at memeres and peperes for supper, And Then I Wnt to See a friend that night..
The Next Day was spent with my friend Tyson...I spent the night with him.. Had a sumber party with a bunch of teddy bears! HAHAHA! Good Times!!!..
The Next day, Seen some more friends....

Then It was off to fredericton to See Friends there, And Uncle Henry nd April And The Kids.. From There, Matt Picked me Up, And It Was Off To Saint John... Then From SJ, We Went to NS, Antigonish(sp) For EVOLVE!, Which Was a lot of fun!
After Evolve, It Was Back To Halifax.
Got To see Auntie Anne, Monica, Mike, Amy, And The Kids..
So My Vacation Was pretty great!

I got Back To Ottawa, And Spent The Night With Sean.
The Next Day, I Spent With Brandie, Who is now one to petewawa!.. :(
I Know It's A Great oportunity for her though, And Am Very Happy For Her!

She Was The Assistant manager at work, But She got a manager position.

So Here is The Meaning Of The Lastpost...
Sorry For The Tease Headline Monica.lol

My Manager Said She May Be able To Get Me Promoted to Assistant Manager If wanted It....
I know I Have to Think Of Myself for this opportunity/... But There is just so much That is telling me No, Don't Do it..
1. Someof the girls at work already hate me and cause An Over Extreme Aount ofDrama Since I Became Keyholder... If They Found out I Got an Opportunity to become assistant manager, All Hell Would Break Loose!...lol
2. I Lack The Self Confidence. And I Am Also Very bad at dealing with Conflict/angry Clients...that may cause issues...
3. I know my Manager OnlyReally offered it to me becuase She Likes me and Is Not too fond of the other employees. I don' know if she thinks I Will Be able to do it, Or if she just offered it to me as a friend, and Not as a manager!....

Those are the biggest things.. There are more reasons.... but those are the biggest reasons..

Becoming Assistant Manager However , would mean pay raise...but lots of paper work....

I don't know what to do....I have a lot to think about....

Anyways, my computer is Seriosuly Messed up, So Before I Lose this post, I'm Going To Publish it so I Don't Have to rewrite everything again!...

I'll Update again another time.
bye all!

to be, or not to be...Promoted!!!!!?

2008-07-31T20:58:00.000-07:00

New pics, because I'm Ultra-cool like that!

2008-06-26T19:07:00.000-07:00

Well, It's been a while since I Posted pics of ME, An Well, The last couple of times were from raves or photoshoots. and because I changed quite a bit, this is The Me Now!...
so here are some pics... Taken two days ago!

Well, That's all of them. Man, I Look buff in last one!! hahaha!!!!!! gotta love fishnet illusions.. I'm Still scrawny as heck!!!!

Anyways, This is the Me today/everyday, not in a photoshoot or Dressed up to go out!. just everyday, regular ol' me! hahahah!
enjoy!

4 New Bands To Add to the List!!

2008-06-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU STAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so My bday is coming up soon, And I got an early Present From stas!!
Friday, He took me to a 1930's art show... The Art was amazing... Dali Was the Best Though.
Then He took me out for all you can eat sushi, which Was AWESOME.. I tried a few different kinds i haven't had before, And They were great!! by the End, I didn't have ough room in me for desert, but It looked soooo good. It was strawberry and Kiwi And Pineapple wrapped in rice and seaweed!.. A fruit sushi of some sort!.... Looked great, And I wanted to try it, but i was sooo full.

And then, Best of all, which was a totally super awesome Present, He bought me Ticket for A show...

The Prefect Were on First... They were pretty great..
Then My darkest days were on Who were also Awesome..
Then, Bestof all, ECONOLINE CRUSH was there!!!!!!!!!!! I Got my picture taken with the band, and they autographed my poster AND my CD!!!!!
They are most known for they're songs, ALL THAT YOU ARE and YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE!!!!... And they played BOTH of those songs!!! along with a bunch of other songs that i loved!!!!!!!!!!!
And then STATE OF SHOCK was the Main Band That night... And you may think you don't know who they are, but I'm sure you have All heard there song, MONEY HONEY!!!.

"If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)
If I had the money honey would you love me, love me, love me,
if I wasn't just somebody like me (like me)"

If you Don't think you heard it, check it on Youtube..

Anyways, They Were AMAZINGLY awesome as Well.... When they played "Best I ever Had", I Was just in Awe. Amazing song!! Amazing Live!!..

My Next show will probably be ILL SCARLET!!!.. which is on the 28th!!!! A day before my bday!...
I Want to See MSI, (mindless self indulgence), but they aren't coming to Ottawa.. but I'll be out to TO or Montreal SOMETIME when they are there, I'm sure!.
for Now, I'll stick with the bands that come to ottawa!!!!!!!

Man, I love it here!!!!

Anyways, Thanks again to Stas, for the amazing Awesome bday gift!!!!

My Body Is The Canvas... The Canvas is not complete!

2008-06-04T16:30:00.000-07:00

okay, I've been meaning to do this post for a while... the work is still not done yet... I have a few more in mind that i want to get....
you can also see some of my piercings in one of the pics witht he stars across my chest...
I Also have my industrial done, which I don't hav pic of yet.... and I had my labret done twice, and a few other ones, I just don't have pics of them...
but anyways, Here is some of the work...

this is the First tattoo i Ever got... got it when i was 18... you can see how bad they screwed up in this pic, but when you see the tattoo itself, you can't tell... Still May get this one covered up with a slightly bigger star, but it was my first tat, So I Don't know if i want to get it covered...

This is an old pic of my second tat.... There is more to this one now... I Just again don't have any pics... He is not standing under a creepy lightpost, and I'm going to add more to this guy soon!...

All the pics are in the order i got them in... this was my third one.. Got around xmas of 05 or 06... I can't remember... lol... my first pride tat!

This is GIR, got the same time as my third one.... The pics are kinda bad, so there are two of him..

This is My second pride tat, going across my chest!... one of my fav tats!!.. lol

here are the stars again!

this is NAIL BUNNY... First tattoo i got in ottawa!!!...

CYBERDOG...this is straight on the back of my neck... Really hard to get a pic of this one... so Sorry for the bad quality of the pic...

This Is My before last tattoo... It's a celtic rose, with the Words "BORN TO BLOSSOM, BLOOM TO PERISH"... Basically saying you're born, you live, you die!!!!

newest tat.. Will get a better pic once it's completely healed... It's TANK GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheh!!!...

Well, That's It for now.. I will add more pics when i get more work done..
for now... enjoy!!!!!

Wow... you really don't realize how many tats you have until you post pics of them all! hahah

Yay For Shows of goodness!!!!

2008-05-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

so, since I Moved to Ottawa, The Very frst thing I did when I got here was look for shows or concerts here....
and I Found Lots of great bands play.... the first show I ever seen, AFTER FOREVER was playing...
along with Widow's Walk, And Unexpect!!!
So I Got to See Those three Awesome Bands in October!!

And The Shows just don't stop Coming.... Tonight, I Went to A Very Awesome show With my roommate Jason!!!
We Went to Se TIGER ARMY!!!!!!
They were AMAZING!!!
And.... The CREEPSHOW and The UNSEEN played tonight as well!!!.... i LOVE the creepshow, And the Unseen is pretty awesome as well, and Tiger Army Was Just EPIC!!!!

and so I will pst a few picsfrom the show tonight.... The first show,wit Unexpect, After forever and Widows walk, My camera didn't wrk, so I Unfortunately coudn't get any pics of that show, but My camera worked tonight, So I'll post a few pics!!...

So, If These pics are in the order I Think They Are......

This is Me And Sarah "Sin".... the Singer Of THE CREEPSHOW!!!!! I Love Her.. This is My Favorite Picture EVER!!!!!!!

This is Th creepshow playing!

And again, Sarah "sin" and the Creepshow banner!

This is Paul Russo!! The Singer Of THE UNSEEN!!!!

This is NICK 13! singer Of TIGER ARMY!!!!

NICK 13 Again!!!..

so all in All the show tonight as Amazing.... i had a great time..
And My Next show is going to be May 30ths... going to buy the tickets tomorrow... Or maybe after I Write this post.. Probably tomorrow though!!..
I'm Going to be going to see ROBIN BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Seen posters eveywhere, and I didn't believe he s actually going to be here, so I Checked online,And the tickes for his show is only 10$ Each!!!.... so, Robin Black, on May 30ths, here I Come!!!!

My Next show after that, IF I can get Time off work, will be COLDPLAY, June 17th!!!!!...

this i Why I Love ottawa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm out! bedtime...
Work tomorrow!!!

Happy mothers Day!!!

and that is all!
bye

HOME IN JULY!!!

2008-05-04T12:20:00.000-07:00

okay, so I'm going Hom in July.. I can't wait..
I have SOOOO many people that i have to see, It's going to be a loooong Week!..

so i have/want to see:

so this could be done the first Two days... don't have to see brooke, but it's be nice! Considering she lives like 5 to 10 minutes from cowie hill...
melanie and jimmy...
Family in NS.
brooke

Hopefully I Can go to fredericton for a day or two from here...
then i Can See
Tairie,
matthew
Kristen
Kiwi(caleigh)
Uncle henry and april and The Girls And baby william

These people can be done the next day or two after that....
mom and jerry.
amanda
Uncle Paul and Auntie Cheryl
Matthew
Dad And Georgina
memere and pepere
Denise

Then Sia gets a whole day to herself, because well, We have a relationship that nobody coudl ever understand.. She's my best friend in the world, And I don't knwo what i woudl do without her, so I want to spend a lot of time with her..
Sia

Then Another day for these people..
Brandi
Tyson ST.C
Tyler ST.C
Amanda S.
.. Actuallty I could see these friends at night, and i Could see these people in the morning of that day...
Girls From work
Girls From School

because girls from school, School is closedat 4 I believe, so I coudl see them, then go see the girls at work, And then go see brandi And amanda and Tyler and tyson...

I can Se these four people at the beginning of the day
Tyler
Patrick
Jenny
Alicia

then go See these people at the bar at night.. (where they work)
TARA J
TARA D

I have to see these tow girls, because they Are definitely two of my Real friends that have always been there for me!!..
Laura
Carrie

I Can fit a few other people into this day...
Iris
Nikki
jaime

And then another day to hang out with these friends..
Nadine
jacelyn
Steven
Kurt

then It Will be just about time to go home!!!

So my whole week of being home is defintiely filled up... wehter it will work out that way, I don't know.. I'll probably try to squeeze in more people into those days so That I can have a day to relax to myself.. which I doubt willappen, because i don't knwo when I'll be able to go home agian after that, so I'm taking full advantage of All the time i have!!!!!!!!!! Not a second to spare!!!

that is all!!!
:D!!!!

See you all in July!!!!!!!!

EDIT:... I also need to see:
Annie,
Annik

and other girls i Use to work with at the call center...
It's weird how close become with some people...

yup... Vent here...

2008-05-03T23:51:00.000-07:00

so Like i said in My last post, guys in Otawa Are PSYCHO...

okay, so I wasn't even going out with this guy... We went on a few dates.. when we were together, It was fine, but When we weren't, every Minute woudl be him askng to see me agian, he asked If 10 this morning was okay.. I said I di know, so he Asked what about 11.. I said I didn't know, so again, he asked how about 12.... When I say i don't know to the first time, It means i don't know.. I'm sick in bed right now, and he been for the last week or so... so I said it depended on how i was feeling, he asked if 1 ish was okay....

so I said I don't know, We'll wait to see til the time comes...
I was suppose to see him tonight and tomorrow night or whatever, but he asked me if he was too much for me... so, I was going to tell him person, But He Asked e, so I didn't want to avoid the question or lie, so I told him he was... that I don't think we shoudl date, That i think we shodl just be friends....

Again, we weren't even ing out at this point, Just been on a few dates...
but because IJust wanted to be friends, he wants me to dig a grave and die..

WELL, at first, I Felt bad for telling him, for hurting him, but because He was being oh so VERY mature about it, I'm glad I dn't Actually make it official to go out with him... He Actually made it VERY easy for me to Not feel bad anymore.. I mean, Instead of dealing, and Accepting the fact that I didn't think we were right for each other, he decided that I completely ruined his life, and that i should dig a grave and die, and that i shoudl go fuck myself....

So it Made It VERY clear That he is deifnitely not the one I Want to be with, And I did Want to be his friend, but He Made me realize that i didn't want anything to do with him, because of how Much of a prick he was about it.. So Thank for for helping meot Feel bad about not wanting to see you anymore.. you made it So Much easier for me when you Told me to go fuck myself and such..

so anyways, yeah, guys around here are psycho..(p.s. I hung out with The guy 3 times, And he Was already saying how much he missed me And how he wanted to be with me.... )... He was saying how much he missed me after the first night we spent together... I mean, Thanks, that's sweet and all, but You got attached WAY too fast... so It's your own fault.. I told him the first day i met him that I di fall for people so Fast, And that it took me lots of time.... and well, I just didn fall for you the way you were falling for me, so that is all about that..

hopefully I Don't lose my friend that I Met BEFORE this guy, who I found out that they were friends... If so... that's going to be 3 friends I Lose in less than a week... Damn, I'm doing good..

first friend was not so much that i los him as a friend... Or maybe I did, i don't know... but becuase I Was hanging out with someone he didn't agree with, then Obviously I'm taking sides, ANd I don't think he's too plased about that!..

BULLSHIT... I don't take sides... And I try to avoid drama.. so because i try to avoid unnecesarry drama, I don't think our friendship wil work out...
I'm sorry you like the drama so Much, but you know what... You have NO right to tell me who I Can And Cannot hang out with... you have NO right to tell wht what I Can And Cannot do.... 3. You have NO right telling me What I should or Shoudln't think.... And 4. Who the fuck are you to say what you think I'm thinking, when you have no fucking clue what i think of you.... And Maybe I do Stick up for you, And you don't knwo it... Maybe I do stick up for the other guy, and you don't know it...

you know what,I don't stick for either of you. Deal with your fucking problems...

I'm sure there are many people out there who are thinking the same thing about e "Deal with your Fucking problems"... Well, I'm dealing the best Way I know how that I'm comfortable with.... Wether I'm fucked up for the rest f my life, I don't know... I know I have many problems.. I know I bottle them up... I know half the peoplet there think I should see a psychiatrist.. Maybe I should... Will I.. Fuck No!...do i think they will help me?... fuck no.. I think They will make whatever problem i have 10 times worse...

anyways, I woudl vent more, but the meds are kicking in, and I'm about to pass out...
Damnit, I'm almost out of T-3s....

goodnight all!

P.S. stas... Happy birthday a few days late!... this is the one Happy Moment of this post!

the end!

haven't updated in a while, so here it goes...

2008-04-26T22:42:00.001-07:00

this one won't bevery long.. just a quick update and a place for me to vent a little..

So the quick updates/
work is going well... As usual..clientel is growing slightly..
Raves are aweosme... Went to one last night.. a little sore.. Will post pics another time...
Got My vaca time, So I wil be going home in july for a week or so.. I Can't wait!!!!!!
getting all tattooed up, which is nice.. I Like tattoos!!! i have out 10 now..
meeting lots of new people...
not dating many... guys around here Are PSYCHO!!!!!!!!!! hahah!!...

now to vent a little...

to stas, if he reads this, which i doubt he does, but If he does,...
I'm not mad at you, I have issues... I know I do... You are one of the few people I Can trust in ottawa to be there for me, And to not lie to me, like all these other pricks have been doing/.... So don't be so paranoid.. I know i come off like i think you're a total ass or whatever, but you're really not....

more venting..

people need to fuck off just a little... I Mean, Deal with the unnecessary Drama, And Grow the fuck up.. Don't drag me into your issues... Don't tell me who I canm and cannot be friends with... Dt' try to make me pick sides... It's just not happening... If I'm not sticking up for you, Doesn't mean I'm stivking up for the other person... your issues are not going to make me change my opinion about you... Unless your issues are with ME...
so, note to Drama Queens... Grow the fuck up, and Leave me out of it!!

thanks!

that is all for today!
bed time now!

raving is fun...

2008-03-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

Sam And I!

one of Sam, Wearing my Dreads!!

more Sam Wearing my dreads!!

wish my raving friends from down home could of been there... I had a kick ass time...
the two first hours wre the best, then fr some eason, They played punk music.. hich SUCKED..Everyone Was Mad!!! We payedfor a rave, not a punk show!!... but all in all, Awesome night!!

Me Taking a break!!

More break...Danced a lot.....

this i My friend cody and I!.. he use to rave back in the day..this is the first rave in 4 years i believe... He still had it in him!!

This IsKyle and i, Taking a break..

die Sam, Die... And Bleed Rainbows!!!!!!!!!!!!

a few shots from photoshoot Number 4!

2008-03-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

I don't know whihc pic is which... It's TOTALLY obvious whihc one i Am... :P...
the girl in the pics is lisa!....
the other guy in the pics Is Shadow!

this was a fun shoot.. these aren't all the pics!

what's all new...

2008-03-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

So I've been tuogha lot in the last six months or so, from the Moves, to the work, to the relationships, to friends, to pretty much everything...
I Updated in a revious ost about thingsthat have been going on, So I'll Try not to repeat myself too much, and sorry if I do..
here are just a few thigs That ave been going on lately..

So... We'll start wih The most recent move... in the past 6 months, I moved 3 times... From Miramichi to hull, From Hull to Ottawa, and Just on friday, From woodroffe and huntclub to billings bridge.. whcih is a lot closer to downtown and only a 15 minute bus ride to work...
My New Address Is:

2201 RIVERSIDE DRIVE, APT 806
OTTAWA, ONT.
K1H 8K9

SO SEND ME MAIL!!! hahahah!!

The Reason for the move Was because the old place was just too much to take care of, and too many people.... Now, I"m Just living with brandie and Her Boyfriend Jason.. Things Are going Really Well here so Far.
So that's what' bee going on with the move..

now With Friends... I've made way too many,Way To Fast... hahah!.. not a [roblem for Me though... The only problen with that is tat they ll Want to hang out, And with work, It's hard to find time to do anythin Anymore.. hahah! But Oh Well, I Like keeping busy... Today I'm going to besuper busy... Finishing unpacking/cleaning, And changing addresses with phone Company(already did it wt the bank)... and Shopping(for the essentials), And so much More To do!!...
And after I'm done,, thereare a few people who want to hang out! HAHA!..

i did Another Photosot to help my friend lauren with a few ofher assignments.. so tht was number 4......
And Just Last night, I Got Asked By Random people Who go to A photography schol if I Could model for them for a photoshoot tht they are doing.... So I SEnt them an email asking for more informtion, and More about them... i Don't Wanna g Just meeting RandomPeople that Send me 1 message... I Wanna talk to them for a wle, And Meet them somewhere where I DON'T Die! hahahah!.... People Can be weirdos sometime...
But anyways, I Definitely considered it, because Photoshoots are fun!... :D

As for relationships... Not Really looking right now... been on afew dates... Some Creepy... Som a Lot Of fun, And realy Great guys.. (Who I have seena few times)... one guy, one of the creey ones... I met him once... Talked to im for a out a month... met him at the mall with one of his friends... went to his frieds place, Watched a movie.... that's pretty much it...
The next day, He Changed his MSN name to "NO LONGER SINGLE".. Actually... I'm giving hm credit there.. His exact words were "not single no more bitches" because you know, his Grammar was spectacular... I know Mine isn't the best, but I Know that his name was a little....off.... hahah!... but anyways, His MSN name said something else as well, whic Was for me, becuase he told me... And o If I Went on a date with hi again, he might sk me to marry him or omething, so needless to say, I won't be seeing him again!.. hahah!..
the other guy is More ...sane..... hahh!..
but anyways..enough about that...

What else has ben new... work is going well... My Productivity, Whcih Was at 17 (Whic is really bad), (it shoudl be at 27).. ended up to 30 on the last pay... of course, work has been gettign busier... My manager Was quite impressed.... her exact words were "HOLY SHIT J,GREAT JOB!"... hahahahah!!... she's awesome... i am going to spend the night at my managers with my roommate to do some braid extensions.... This shoudl be fun...

anyways, I have a lot of work left to do, so I'm going get started...

Talk to everyone later...:D

Memories that last forever..

2008-02-21T20:10:00.000-08:00

haha!.. so today, i had quite the uneventful day, and At some point of today, I was just thiking about the past, And all the fun, funny, Weird, Disturbing, horrible, Sad, whatever memories...

the Few that Come to mind, which May not make sense to a lot of but they were quite entertaining to me, And i was just thinking of how ironic that some of them were and such...

for example..

this one is for melanie...

Remember years ago, when youuse to always make fun of me, Or annoy me, singing "you...you are so very gay... the gayesst of the gay... you are so gay..."... before I Was out...
hahah!.. Well, It's your Fault i'm Gay.. you turned me gay, all because of that song! hahahah! ..... I was just thinking of that today, and how funny it was...

Or when amanda Made fun of me that time i was going downstairs, and My hands were a little flaily, and she said I looked gay.. HAHAH..

Or.. the time mom Asked me wh I was 15, If I even liked girls At All...

I guess I made it MOre obvious than I thought... even thoguh all thatuff happened, I Still don't think You REALLY knew Until I came out... Except for mom who found Websites... which Is another embarssing memory, but Hey, things happen.. We were all teenagers at one point... internet was the easiest access to entertain.... lol..

What other memories...
with melanie, that wasn't the only song she use to sing... do you STILL like coloring?!.. hahah!!

and the days when we woudl order out, and play our own little version of "make me Laugh".. And Take a drink to see who We could get to shoot pepsi the furthest out of their noe... I believe amanda won! HAhahah!..

Or, The time We Were all out at the mall, when monica was down home, and she was shopping for Nanny's birthday, Ad Ran to us in bargain giant yelling That she foudn A huge Dildo for her! hahahahahah!!!!!!

wow...
there are soo many more, but It's getting late.. I just thought that those were a few good moment that needed to be shared, even if they weren't in full detail! hahah!!

anyways, goodnight all!

good Day at work..

2008-02-20T18:49:00.001-08:00

So, today, I totally outdid myself at work, And had a really good day doing it..

I Had a total of 23 clients, which on Average, I have about 14 ish....
I Sold 5 products, which on average, I Sell 2 a month... (Ièm bad at selling products)...
My productivity Was at 39.5.... which on average is not that much... Like, 22 ish.... Which It SHOULD be at 27.5 a day....
And... the Best Part... My Tips Were Awesome... On average i Make about 30 to 40$ A Day... and today I made a total of 75$...

So.... *pats Self on the back*... go Me!!!!!

hahaha!!!

Candy Clouds of Lullaby!

2008-02-15T15:15:00.000-08:00

so still no Pics yet From the shoot... I Dont know when I'm going to get them..

this is just going to be a quick update because i have to continue with the packing.... I Can't Wait to Move.. The move has been keeping me pretty busy.. well, That, along with work, and friends.....

soo.. since Last update...

again, I have been packing and waiting patiently for t new pics to come...
I Broke up With stas... It was hard, but i think it was the right thto do.. I Just wanto be single for a while.. or.. need to be single for a while....

My ganglion is back... for the third time.. I really have to get my health card soon, so I can Discuss getting it surgically removed and such...

Hopefully it goes away and I won't have to get my hand operated on, but we'll see what happens..

Hmm... I thought there was more to say, but I Can't remember.... Oh well..
I'll update again soon enough... unless nothing happens... which I Don't think anythign interesting will happen, but Oh Well..

bye!

*listening to HELLO by EVANESCENCE*
*is Feeling Pain in my wrist, and annoyed with packing and excited for moving*

EDIT:... OH, I remembered wha it is I was going to write, but forgot... I May be a godfather soon... :) The baby is due on my birthday!.. :)

Two of The pics form shoot.. I wish I had more...

2008-02-03T14:17:00.000-08:00

Okay! so I didn't getmany of the pics yet.. Just the two... so Here Are two of TH pics.. once i get More, I'll Post more...

this Is Stas And I.. :)

this is one of My fav pics fro the shoot.. of the ones that I've seen so far...

Anywyas, not too much Else new going on...
I'll update when sething interesting hapens.

Quick update.... to let everyone know I'm alive...

2008-01-25T17:44:00.000-08:00

Well, Now that you know, I guess that's it......

just kidding..
just aquick update..

Not too much new going on... Still working a lot..
tomorrow we have an awards banquet to go to... should be fun.. we're all dressing up like in the 20s... I'll be sure to get some pics..

Speaking of pics...
I did my third photoshoot... should have the pictures soon enough... I hope...

And Well.. I guess that's about it....

thought I had more to say, but i guess not...

and so the drama begins.......

2007-12-24T10:19:00.000-08:00

haha!wow... so much has been going on since last time I updated this..

I am now here in trenton With auntie brenda, uncle gary and candice..

where do I begin in my busy heptic life...

Okay...
so, i have been super busy since i moved to ottawa.. been with patrick for a month,, and we split up....things got a little rough.. since then, i have moved in with new roommates, where things have been going great...work has been going well.. My manager is awesome... for xmas, she go tme a little voodoo doll thing... It's great!! she got me And brandie(who is the roomie i moved in with, something different from everyone else...
anytime I need anything or need someone to talk to, My manager is the person! she always gets me to wash her hair and such!.. and thats when we talk the most... It's funny.. we always have some random, horrible thing say, that just makes us laugh nonstop... hahah!!

but anyways..we had our staff xmas party on the 9ths... I did a painting for the gift exchange... everyone loved it, and Now everyone wants me to paint them something... hahah!... they all keep telling me their bdays are coming up and such!! It's pretty funny..

what else... I have made sooo many new friends here... I'm alwasy ahnging out with someone... everyone keeps telling me that i'm crazy for going out so muhc.... except my manager..she always tells me that im young, and to enjoy it...lol.

there has only been one day since i've been here that i stayed home the whole day....

I have plans made up until the first week of january...so the 7th or 8th ish...i have to stop making plans..or, get a day planner or something to make appointments to hang with people...thanks auntie berta for that..:)..heheh!

anyways...now for the reasonn of the name...where the Drama begins...
i have been seeing a few people lately..casual dating... And i told all of them(not that there were many), That I wasn't looking for anything, just going on dates... and that i AM going to date other guys, and I didn't want it to lead anywhere... And all of the guys were fine with that...they understand that pat and I broke up not that longago, and such, So that was great...

one guy in particular, I have been on a couple dates with him, And he even asked me out... I said no... but we are still continuing dating...

anyways, one of my good friends here HATES this guy... and they have a lot of issues bewteen The two fo them.. I'm not getting into their issues, And I'm not going to stop hanign with either of them... If I hang with the guy i have been dating, And the other finds out we are going on dates, He'll flip... I know he will... because I was just talking to him, And he Was just saying how he was telling another friend "oh please tell me they aren't going to hook up"... lol... so... I am not telling him, because i don't want to start any more drama than there already is..lol... And the guy that I'm dating, If I hang out with the other guy, he doesn't really Care..I told both of them, the issues are between them.. So It's pretty annoying... but oh well..but anyways, there is amore toit than just that...i just made a long story short..thats all..

anyways, im gonna go shower now...auntie brenda should be home from work soon, and cnadice gets off at 6 something..i think...lol..so im gonna go shower and such now...

hope you all have a good xmas.. I know i will!..lol
bye!

Here Are Some Of The pictures from the shoot....

2007-11-29T17:15:00.000-08:00

okay... So I have over 300 pics from the Two shoots that we did, And I'm Obviously Not goign to post them all.. So I have about 30 of them that i picked out,a nd I'll post these ones.. So here They Are!!!.....

I dont' know what pics are which pics are which, because it doesn't show them anymore, it just has the Tag thingy, So I'll update this a bit to explain some of the pics.... Will porbably have to do it one by one... lol...

1. Joe And I.. Me in my straight jacket.... This one, as well as all the other gothy ones Are from the second Photoshoot... the other ones are from the First photoshoot...

2. escaping the striaght jacket...

3. Me Being Jeff And Joe's crazy Marionnette!

4.Joe's in Charge here!

5. This one is going to be photoshopped from one of lauren's Projects...

6. Shannon And I... Don't mess with the Mistress... She'll make you her bitch!

7.another project photo... I'm Dead!...

8. Joe And I. Me Starting to go crazy in the jacket...

9. Shot of me...

10. Shot of me again...

11.Sitting pose.

12. gothy vampire Has First victim for lunch!

13. Random shot of me again..

14. Lisa Contemplating, Wondering what I'm thinking.

15. I Love the expression on my face.. They're Real!! hahahah!..

16. Joe is taking Control again!

17. Start of the shoot number 2!.. just a fun random shot!

18. Another random shot of me posing..

19. Shannon And Joe Know I'm in charge here!

20.Lisa and I.. possible.... lovers?! hahah!...

21.Jump in the air!

22. A shadowy picture here!...

23. My turn to take charge with joe!

24. Lisa is one lucky lady! :P

25. Lisa and I. Air hump!.

26. Lisa and I again.. in the moon!

27 first or second pose from photoshoot number 1!

28. Joe And I again... He's telling me to come closer while I Just pull him in!.

Okay, so there were only 28 that i chose.. I Cut two other ones out, because Ididn't feel like putting them in! hahaha!... but Anyways, All Credit for these pictures Go out To LAUREN DALLAS... There are a few other ones That i want to post, but I have to ask Joe And Lisa If It's okay with them!...
but Anyways, There are a few from the two shoots...

Enjoy!... :)

Photoshoot pics are in...

2007-11-28T21:54:00.000-08:00

okay, So I've posted three of them already... We didn't end up doing the third photoshoot today, So We Just hung out all day!....

I have Transfered all.. well, Most of... the pics to my computer now, so There are over 300 Pics...(from the two days)... So I Will need to sort through them, becaus eI'm not posting 300 pics on here... I'll post them over time. Not sure If I can tonight, because I have to go through them all First, And It's 1 AM, And I have to work tomorrow, But If It doesn't take me too long, maybe I'll post a few tonight...

but Just wanted to let you all know what was goin on, And That The pics are soon to come!... And If You thought the Last three were good shots, You should see these ones!! They are Amazingly Well Done, And I Am Quite proud of the results... Lauren is quite proud of the results as well, And She will be using a lot of them for her portfolio, which, I think She should, because they are great!...

but anyways, just wanted to let you all knwo that the pics are coming soon!!.. :)

HERE IS THE ONE TO GET ME KICKED OUT OF OTTAWA!!!

2007-11-27T18:51:00.000-08:00

becaus eI know You've ALL been Dying to see it!..

now, before I Go and post it, I Just want to Say That ALL these pictures were Taking By Lauren Dallas, And I give Her complete and Full Credit and thank her for all the pics She Was Able to take During the photoshoot... She has amazing pics.. I don't have the best ones yet, but She Is definitely A great photographer!!..

So all credit goes out to my friend Lauren!!! Thanks "Laurk"!! hah!!

Anywyas... So, this one is for all, but Especially for uncle paul!.. I Hope You Enjoy! hahahahahah!...

HAHAHA!... So If You have any comments, click the Leave comments button at the bottom, OR, If you would like to Reply in a phone message, My number is 1-613-371-4305! hahahahahahah!!!

Enjoy Guys!!!

:P

Pic number 2

2007-11-27T18:47:00.000-08:00

this pic with just a for fun pic! hahah!...
It's my friend Shannon and I!...

PIC number 1

2007-11-27T18:39:00.000-08:00

okay, So i of the pics so far.. it's one from last nights shoot, The one of the gothy ones, where I decked out....
I'll hopefully have more pics soon!...

so here is one of the shots!!...

And I'll post another one soon, because it just came in!.. hahah!

number 2 finished, and there will be a third.

2007-11-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hey... I don't have the pictures yet.. hoepfuly by wednesday, Which Is Going to be the day of My third photoshoot!!!... :D:D!!!!

It's so much fun... I'm having a blast with it...
Today, I brought a few different outfits, And rocked the goth gear!... Had My makeup done, And my contacts in, And Friend to Shoot with, And It turned out pretty awesome!... I Can't Wait to get the pictures to post them!...

Today's photoshoot was mostly just for fun.... Mostly...

Wednesday's photoshoot is Going to Be For a contest lauren(who is the photographer), Is entering... So I need to Bring My Goth outfits again, so We can get the perfect shot!...

I Can't Wait To Post the Pics.. They are so much fun!...

Pics Soon to come!

2007-11-25T21:16:00.000-08:00

Well, I Don't know if I mentionned this in my last post or not, But I was asked by a friend to do a photoshoot... Photoshoot number one is Done.. just waiting for the pictures to be sent to me... Then I'll post them... there are some really amazing shots... My friend is going to be an amazing photographer...

so just updating to let everyone know what they have to look forward to..

Tonight Was photoshoot number 1...
More of Fun, artistic, ... Can't think of the word... Not Sexual... But.. kinda sexual....type photoshoot.. None of the pictures are bad when I say "sexual".. hahah... So Don't be freaked out... You'll see what I mean When I post the pics!... There are a few that I can't post... Well, Not that I can't, but that I won't post, But They Were all really amazing shots... So That was the first one..

Photoshoot number 2 is happening tomorrow Night, Where I'm going to probably be rockin' the goth gear or the cyber gear, or maybe a little of both.... So It should be a lot of fun....

And Also, there is one picture that I'm going to post in it's own seperate Post on here, just because I think You will ALLL get a kick out of it! hahahah!!... It's a picture that Can get me kicked out of ottawa... HAHAHAHAH!! You'll See why when I post it!!... Oh, people are gonna hate me! HAHAHAHAH!!! Uncle Paul, You'll get a kick out of this one... :P... I cna't tell you what it is.. you'll just have to wait and see!!!! hahahah!!

anyways, That's my update for tonight.. just letting you all knwo that you have some pictures to look forward to!.. :D!

New Update..

2007-11-21T18:44:00.000-08:00

Well, I Suppose it's About Time for A New Update, Seeing as How I haven't updated since Halloween time...

So Not much new going on... Work is keeping me busy..
yesterday, When I Got home from work, I found a cell phoen on the ground, So I went through the contatcs, and Fouind a number that said Mom, So I Phoned it, And Asked them If Their daughter or somehting they knew named Tessa Lost their Cell phone,a nd Tessa was their Daughter, So I todl them I worked at First choice, And Where And What time, So her Dad cam ein to pick it up.. He gave me 5$ for finding it for them, And I Told him I didn't want it, But He Said he Wanted to at least buy lunch for me for Returning the cell phone And such, And Then He gave Me his Business card....

It Was cool, because He is a ventriloquist, Hypnotist, magician, and an ntertainment psychic, Which Is Awesome.. A Bunch of stuffThat I'm really into... So I Talked ot him for a bit and he Thanked Me for returning the phone and such, So IT was pretty cool...

And I Made almost 50$ in tips today, even though it was really slow... one guy tipped me 11 dollars, and I got a few 5 $ tips, So It Was great!...

And Tomorrow, I have the day off, So I'm going down to get a bus pass, And Pay off my bills, And I Paid My credit card off today, And I have to do my friends dreads, so Laundry, clean room, get groceries, So My day off is going to be quite the busy day! hahah!...

What else.. our Xmas Dinner For work is coming up soon.. I have to find out if the place we want to go takes reservations, And I Have To Book it all and such, So This shouldbe fun!.. considering I Hate Phones! hahah!...

by the way, In case I forgot to post it,
My Phone number is
1-613-371-4305.....

It's a cell phone, So you can all text me too! hahah!...

Anyways, on a completely different note, Why do Old Creepy men have to be creepy... I Am on A site to meet FRIENDS... And i Don't just go and meet them, I talk to them a long time before I Go out to meet them, but these old..58 year old, men, Want to meet me... Uhmm... yeah, NO!... lol... This guy keeps telling me he has friends my age that they have fun together and such, and All I can think is, How Much of a pervert can someone actually be.. Anyways, Creepy guys are creepy!!!
I know It's usually stupid to meet people online, But I know Who I Can And Cannot or Should not meet... people My Age, in A Crowded aread, After talking to them for a while, And Then Meeting them and getting to know them IN the crowded area, that's okay... The Friends I met that way are all really awesome people....

one guy, I Cut his hair a while back, and he found me on the site, so I am suppose to hang otu with him sometime... again, I'm Going to talk to him for a bit first, invite him to the club on saturday maybe... Then go from there...

but anywyas, enough about that, How is everyone else doing?..
And Update your blogs damnit!!!!! hahahah!!

anywyas, that's all for now!
bye!

My Own Personal Designer...

2007-11-02T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well, Here is one of The Awesome Pants That We're Made By My Own Personal Deisgner... We'll both be famous one day!

The girl in the pic with me Is My Super Aweomse Roommate, Brandi!!!...

Anyways, Halloween was Awesome.. worked all day, then went to a party, Then From there, Went to a gay bar....

which, I Might be going to again tonight.... So Maybe I'll update this later!...

update...

2007-10-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

Well, I figured it was time for another update, Considering I haven't updated since my last one.. yup..
so My Trip to belleville was a lot of fun.. I Can't wait To Go back.. going to try to convince My manager to give me some time off around xmas so I can go up for another few days...
I Will convince her with yummy Chocolaty chocolate goodness... Hopefully it works! haha!!!
We Did A Lot When We Were there... The chocolate factory for one, The suspension bridge, Japanese restaurant, which was really good, And we seen a giant toonie, As You seen on auntie brenda's Blog... and we carved pumpkins,a nd Candice and I went shopping, and I Has a lot of fun.. And Auntie Brenda Made me Some Really awesome pants.. I'll be posting pictures of them Sometime soon..

And What else... That's pretty much it.. I Don't Feel like Updating anymore.. I thought I did, So I'll just update another time..
bye!

it's about time I update again...

2007-10-20T18:56:00.000-07:00

Nobody has been updating their blogs lately... I think it's about time I do!...

well, since the last post, what a time it's been here.....

Here's what's been going on...
I have tried talking to patric.. we were gettign along okay, But Still Kidna weird to talk to him.. After his last message, I havent' replied, So I haven't talked to him in about a week or so... I'm getting use to not hearing from him everyday, And Not being with him, But It's still hard...
I Hope He's happy...

Anyways, I Have been really down aboutit, And getting kinda home sick, just because I didn't knwo anyone.. My manager was able to get me time off work to go visit auntie brenda and uncle gary and candace... I Can't wait.. proabbly leaving on wednesday to go see them..
I don't have a phone to let them know though, so Auntie Brenda, I Hope you got my last email... :)... I'll find a way to get a hold of you though to make definite plans...

Since Saturday, I have started to feel better... I Met some Really awesome friends...

well, I'll start from the beginning...

I met brandie at work, So around september 12ths or so... And We became really good friends... I actually moved in with her and her roommates... I just moved in two nights ago... Nothing is unpacked yet.. .My computer works thouhg, which Is A Plus...

I Left my rats behind with julie and them.. I know they are happy there, And I know julie will take care of them...

so I Moved in with the help of my manager and her husband.. they Are Really awesome.. I don't really know angie's husband, but He seems funny and nice, And Angie, Well, She's the best!! She's an Awesome Manager and Friend...

And Anyways... So I'm starting to get settled which is great!!.. a lot better for me...

And Last saturday, I Made ltos of new friends.. I Met a guy names Cody who introduced me to all his roommates, Who Were awesome... I had soo much fun!... And Then at midnight, we went for a walk with another one of his friends, Trevor, Who again, was super awesome..

We had a big gay slumber party that night... It was fun.. Listened to music, And ordered pizza, And played games and talked and such... Then All slept on the floor... Well, Kinda.. Tried to sleep on the floor.. cody and joe passed out because they were tried, and by 5:30 in the morning, Trevor and I were still up talking, And So We decided to go sleep out in the living room on the couch where it was cooler, and no snoring.. lol..

We talked all day, Then We spent the whole day together on sunday.. It was a lot of fun.. I won't go into detail what happened, just because a LOT happened... But The Beechwood cemetary here is Really Nice.. And It's HUGE... We Went there to find Zombies!! hahahahah!! (From the zombie walk)... We were too late though!...

anywyas, We spent the hwole day together, then We talked on msn a lot, and Went on A "date" on thursday night, Because I had friday off... It was nice.. We just hung out and watched a movie and talked and such!...
Things are going really well.. We are going to be hanging out again on Monday after I'm off Work...

Anywyas, So Meeting New friends is going well.. I'm Happy now... Not completely over pat, but That's going to take a while..

Anyways, Work today was pretty busy!.. I didn't stop all day!... Made some good tips though!... And I work Tomorrow all day too!... It's going to be busy again... Sats and sundays usually are... and then after work, I have to get groceries, And Then Monday, I have to work and phone the phone company because they screwed me over.. I'll Update again telling you how all that goes, and how they screwed me over.. lol.....

Anywyas, That's all for now.. going to try to clean up my room some more before I go to bed...

OOHHH... And Because I Moved, I have a new address... And I'm going to be getting a new phone Number.. I'll let everyone know what it is once I get the new number!!....

Anyways, Hope to hear frmo you all soon!..

bye!

:(

2007-10-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

This is just going to be a short post...
Well, My job is going well.. I made a great friend there, Brandie.. She's great!...

We Helped me through a lot in the last week... The last week has been really rough.... I Have been sick, But I Am just making myself sick... I'm not going to go into too much detail, because I don't want to start crying again...
Things didn't quite work out with patrick and I... we broke up yesterday!.. Well, He broke up with me... I've been cryin a lot, so I'm not going into detail, because I'll start again... :(...

But other than that, I just.. I don't knwo... I haven't been really happy Since Last week, Just because he kinda mentionned it But then only broke up with me a week later... I Don't even want to be in ottawa anymore... I Sitll love him very much, And He Still wants to be friends, but That Isn't going to happen until We take a little time off From each other... who knows what will happen with us in the furtue, But only time will tell.. I woudl love for it to work out, But I don't know.. We'll see what happens..

Anywyas, Just thought I'd let you all know how much this weke Feels Like CRAP!!!

I'll update more another time...

New post!

2007-09-18T22:16:00.001-07:00

this is going to be a quick one, because I work at 1 tomorrow/today...... And It's a quarter after 1 AM here... So I should probably go to bed soon...

I'm just updating to let everyone know that my phone is working with no static now.... And That I got my internet working in my room... I knew what the probably was the whole time, I just had to get Eric, (Who the internet account is under), convinced that it was the username and password....

So once I got all that done, I Got the pw changed, And Voila!.... Working internet in my room....

Anyways.... Work is going well.. the girls I work with are really nice... Brandie and sarah are my favortie people to work with, because they're more my age....

I Still haven't met the manager, but I'll be meeting her tomorrow...
I Cut Myself at work a few days ago, And then today, I Cut Myself At the exact same spot... So I took out a small chunk or skin, Which was pretty gross...
I Bet you were all dieing to hear that!....

Anyways.....

My Phone Number here is:
1-819-772-9610

And my address is:
111 RUE DOLLARD DES ORMEAUX, APP 2
GATINEAU QUEBEC
J8X 3M2

So now that you all have my number and address... You should phone me and send me stuff! hahah!...

Anyways, It's off to bed now for me.... going to watch A Movie online(because I Can Now)... hahahah!....

Bye All!

...

2007-09-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

well, tomorrow is my first day of work,, I am going to be taki a taxi for he first day, just because i'm not sure where the bus stop is here because i'm at the univeristy res with pat...this is just a quick update...
Im here with pat because he didn't want to be alone tonight.. his grandma passed away today... RIP... He is going to be going home on wednesday.. I wish i coudl go with him, but i's easier to get out of school than it is to get out of work...
But he's doing oay... he knows it was for the best!

I'm Doing good... my phone should be set up soon, So I'll post my number soon... I Am Also Excted to start wrk... Meet new people.. I didn't meet many people so far.. just pat's friends.... I did Meet a few people who worked at this really awesome goth shop called TRIVIUM..
I figured if i went there, I Would meet more peopel... I'll be going there often enough! lol... I can't wait til i start gettin paid so that i can buy stuff from there..
And Bank street has a few shops like that.. It's pretty neat!!

Anywyas, I'm going to go lay down with pat again... i have to go to bed soon, because i work from 11 to 7 tomorrow....

anywyas, I'll keep the updated coming!..
bye!

update from ottawa, number 2

2007-09-06T11:24:00.000-07:00

hey!
okay, so it's been almost a week since i've been here.. things are going well...
still a bit hard, but i'm going down today to get a router for internet in my room, and i'm also going down today to get a phoen with along distance plan...

there is so much stuff i have to do.,..
i found my way down to merivale once, but i'm going again at some point soon to try to find it again, because i'm still not so sure about the busses, where to get off and stuff.. i'll get use to that though...

i also need to buy more food, and a bunch of other stuff... i met some of the girls i work with and they all seem pretty nice.. i haven't met the manager yet.. she's on vacation now, but oh well...
i'll meet her soon enough!!... i can't wait to start working and get paid, i'll be able to do so much more.. anywyas, i'm going down to get a phone ste up now.. i'll let you all know my number once i get it.. bye!/

I made it!

2007-09-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

well, I'm in ottawa in one piece.. It didn't take us as long as i thought it was going to! we made it in about 10 hours...
We went to gatineau first!! My room is pretty small, But I'm use to that... I'm so excited though.. We have 4 cats and 6 rats now!.. this should be interesting...
after we dropped off my stuf, we came to to university residence to drop pat off... We then Went shopping for pat for some stuff that he needed.. toilet paper, Shower cutains, dishes and such...
then we went out for some sushi wich tastes really good.. not as good as in new york, but stillpretty damn good... i tried egg sushi, which wasn't all that great, bu the rest was good...
and Now I'm at pat's dorm.. I spent the night here, And We're going to have a bbq.. People here invited me to come to, so After the bbq, I'm going to take a taxi back to gatineau, unpack my stuff, and then Explore with ulie and Andy and eric... I have to figure out the bus route to get to work... I talked to a girl here, And I'm starting to panic a bot, because she said the bus route was a bit confsin to get to marivale, And takes about an hour to get there.. Or A 20 minute drive, but taxi woudl be reall expensive... So I have to figure all this stuff out because i start work on the tenth.. I Hoep I Will be able to do it! hehe... Well, Pat just got out of the shower, And So We're gong to get ready for the bbq and stuff, and figure otu some more things around here.. I hope I Can get use to this palce... It seems so complicated so far!!...

But Anyways, I'll keep you all updated....

Talk to you all later!!.. bye!!!

things are beginning to Fall into place!!.. YAY!

2007-08-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

So I'm moving to quebec REALLY soon!... I'm Nervous, but Really excited!! I'll be living like, 2 minutes from ottawa, So I will be a lot closer to go visit auntie brenda and uncle gary and candace again!! yay!... Won't be until I get money and such, but you know, I'll be closer, So I'll be able to!.. haha!...

I Am trying to get transfered up to A First choice salon in ottawa, And things are starting to fall into place... I Wanted to get a job on rideau st. , because IT was a 15 minute walk, but with the calls that were made From our Supervisor to Theirs, One of the salons up there said they woudl hire me.. So I am giving them the answer today whether I Want to work there or not! I woudl of told them yesterday, but I want to work in a place that's not too fat from where I'm going to be living.. I checked The google Maps Today, And From Where I'm living to meriville road, It's only about 20 Minute Drive.. And that's WITH traffic If You go to the VERY end of the road!!... To the beginning of the road, IT's 13 to 15 minutes ish... So, I'm going to take the job!!!

The Place that said they woudl hire me is going to be so much work, but So Much fun, And I'll be making a LOT more money than I am now!!... It's The Top Regis Salon In All of canada!!.. So, I'm already starting to work my way to the top!! hahah!...

So I Have My drive to get up there, I have my place to stay(which is going to be great, because rent is only going to be about 200$), And I have my job lined up!... I have A bunch of people That I'm going to knwo there, The 3 friends I'm moving in with, My Friend Meghan who's moving back, Meghans parents live there in Case I Need something I can't get myself, She Could help!.... So It's all starting to fall into place....

Well, I'll keep you updated.. I have to go start getting ready for work, because I'm going to lunch with pat at 12, And Then I'm off to work!!...

Bye!

It's Official!!!!!

2007-08-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

Well, After All this wait, I Finally got the Results... And I'm Now A certified Hairstylist!.. :)!!!!.. go Me! haha!...

I Got my Licence, My Diploma, All my marks, And certificates!! Seeing as how I thought I was going to Fail a few things... My Updo for one, And My Woman's Cut for another.... (it wasn't the cut, It was the style they were looking for), But Anywyas, I passed them!!!... So I'm quite Happy about that!...

Anywyas, I have to go get ready for work!.. I've been working a lot, And Putting in time here and there to make more money!...April is Giving me as many hours as she can before I move, Which is coming up REALLY soon!....

I'm nervous But Excited!!! Hopefully I have time to make it down to halifax or something to visit people beofr eI move... Or, You should all come down here Before the end of the month! HAHAH!... But Anywyas, time to go shower and Such!....

Just Thought I'd Let you all know that I passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

bye!.. :)

NEW YORK!!

2007-08-07T10:17:00.001-07:00

These are a few pictures from my trip to New York!... They are in No particular order...... Enjoy!...

This was from the restaurant at the KITANO... The japanese hotel that we stayed at!!... The Food was AMAZING!!!!!! Those little pieces of meat that are cooking on the stones were 9$ each!! worth Every penny!!....

This Was At a Drag queen restaurant called Lucky Chens... The Naughty Nurse Was a retired dominatrix.. She was actually a woman... She had the biggest muscles I've ever seen on a person.. She Taked pictures while holding people... She was telling us about a guy over 200 LBS that was was holding the other week for a picture! hahah!...

This is The Brooklyn Bridge... We Were on A Ferry Tour... Thsi is also when we went to see the statue of liberty!!

This Was at a Tiny little zoo That was there.. It Was a Little zoo in A HUGE park... we didn't go through the park though!... those were sea lions behind pat and I!..

A very bad picture of me in front of the statue of liberty!!. It kinda looks like I was just photoshopped into this picture.. HAHAH!!.. But Nope, I was really there! lol..

The naughty Dominatrix Nurse Picking me Up!.. She Also Kissed my bum, but I'm Not posting that pic! HAHAH!

I'm Sure This Probably looks familiar... Watch The Beginning of FRIENDS! hahahah!.... we Were standing on top of the Empire state building... Like, the 106th floor or something!!... and we still weren't at the top! hahah!

A little Gift shop at the top of the Empire state building... This is me being the statue of liberty!!

Patrick and I Around Time square!! The lights and everything there were amazing at night!!!! We went to see a broadway play too!! Which was awesome.. We Went to see Legally blonde!!! HAHA!

This is another picture from lucky chens... There was a contest, which I participated in... I had no idea what i was getting myself into Until They announced it.. I had to give this Hot Hawaiian Guy A Lap Dance!! HAHA!!... The first girl removed one of his shirts.. the second contestant removed his other shirt... and then My turned, I had to remove his pants... He Wasn't very comfortable with me trying to take his pants off, But I Got as far as getting them unzipped!! HAHAHAH!! Gary Videotaped It too!!! hahahah!!

Pat and I giving natalie a kiss on the cheeks at lucky chens!!!

This was trying on my new shirt after shopping!! I Like this pic of me! HAHAH!

This is the drag queen that called me on stage for the lap dance contest!!... her Name was miss understood... She Called me a whore!! HAHAH!!!

This is me at the top of the empire state building!!...

And that's the end!!... I have a lot more pics, But these were the better ones!!.... Anyways, gotta go!!.. I'll update More later!!!!!

Painting # 5!!!

2007-07-25T19:22:00.001-07:00

Well, Here is painting number 5.... I Didn't get the best frame, because the original one I picked out was the wrong size, and He didn't know, So I Had to pic a different one, and by then, All the good ones were already taken..... But Oh Well... Here Is Painting number 5!!!!!... Lemme know what you think!...

time for a new update i suppose...

2007-07-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

Well, Since Last post...
I Am Finally finished school, And I'm just waiting on the results of my final exam... I Have been working for free since may 22nd(doing work term for school, And When I was officially done my hours, I Kept going back to work without pay.. I didn't have to go, but I Figure dI was learning More, So Whatever...

Also, i got a job offer there, So I Wanted to learn more about how they run and such, and How to Use the debit machine and Computer and all that fun stuff....
Well, I was only suppose to be getting paid once I got my working permit, But Starting Last Friday, They put me on the pay roll, And I'm Actually... FINALLY.... getting paid for hairdressing...

My first official day at work went really well.. I kind of took it slow a bit, And only took about 10 clients.. (whcih Is A Lot More than I Would have taken At School in a week.. lol....) I Made 22$ in tips, so Pretty good for the first day....
After day one, We print off our receipt of how much we were making for the company and such, And The first day mine was at 11$ an hour....
My boss told me that eventually, If I was going to be workin there full time, She woudl like to see me bring it up to at least 17$ an hour.. She said Usually after a few MONTHS, That's when She would like to see me making 17$ an hour for the company.... I'm not going to be working there very long, but Oh well, I told her I'd do my best...

Day 2 of work... saturday... The Day went really well.. really busy.... And The Tips Were GREAT.... I made almost 40$ in tips alone... And By day two, I Was making almost 18$ an hour for the company... It was 17.86..... So What should of taken me months to achieve, I did it in a day!... I Was quite proud of myself... I don't think April knows yet, But I'll be seeing her tomorrow...

She Said It's going to be sad to see me go, because she doesn't want me to leave, because of how much help I have been and How much Work I have been doing... I told her If I ever Moved back home after I'm gone, There woudl be the first Place I would apply...
She Even told me That Some of my cuts were better Than Some one of the girls that worked there, who has been doing hair for like ever... Working with that company for 3 years....

What else... oh, moving plans.. I have a place to stay when I Move out to quebec... I Will be living with a few friends, And They said I only needed to start paying rent after I found a job.. rent will be 280$... April(who is my boss), Said That she coudl probably get me transfered to the first choice that's out in ottawa, but I have to see how far it is from the place I Am going to be living... So I will be looking for a job as soon as I get out there, Unless I Am able to get transfered to the first choice in ottawa....

It's patricks' birthday tomorrow, So He Is Going to come see me at work, because I work from 3 til 8, And he works from 8AM til 4:30 PM.. So He'll be seeing me at work...
Then I don't work on tuesday, So I'll be seeing him then too...

My passport hasn't come in yet, so PLans for new york aren't official yet... .We are definitely going sometime in august, but IT all depends on when my passport comes in, which Shoudl be before the end of july, which is what I was told... But April Has worked my schedual around my trip to new york, which is awesome... She Is Also Really good for working scheduals around things that You have to/want to do... like, Painting class on wednesday, I have a morning shifts so That I Can Go to the painting class at night.... Which Reminds me, A Ne wpost will be coming wednesday night or thursday night Of pictures of my newest painting that's soon to come....

anyways, That's all for now... I'm gonna go to bed, and Watch the oblongs until I fall asleep....
Hope to see/hear from everyone soon..
Bye!

Here are a few more prom pics... finally....

2007-07-12T16:39:00.000-07:00

Well, I finally Got the Pics Form Pat.. There are still a lot more, But They haven't been posted on Facebook yet... so here they are....

Pat And I, Before getting in the limo!

Sarah And I!

Me, Pat's Cousin, And Pat!

Pat And I... Renelle And Colin!

Dexter, Melissa, Me And Pat!

Patrick And I!

Colin, Me, And Pat... tough Guys! hahahah!...

This isn't from Prom.. It's from Pat's Grad Party... But it's a cute pic, So I posted it!.. lol

Enjoy!!

PIctures!!!!

2007-06-29T14:32:00.000-07:00

Well, My Computer is finally up and running again!... So I'm going to post some pictures befor eI go Out For My Bday!!!... So, Here it is!!.....

First Two... Patrick's Prom.... I Wasn't able to take many on my cam, because the batteries died, but as soon as people start posting them on facebook, I'll post more on here!!... There are two of them on my facebook actually so far... Just waiting for the rest!!!

This Is What i Did To Amanda's Hair For Prom!!... I'm Saving This Picture for my Portfolio!!!

This is The Newest painting I did!!...

here are the four paintings I have done so far hung up on the wall!.. lol....

Anywyas, On A Final note, About the whole quebec thing for people Who were wondering.... Patrick is moving to go out to university of ottawa.... Gatineau is only half an hour away from there... IT's cheaper for me to live there then in ottawa... And I have friends in gatineau, So I have a place to live when I go out there until I find a job!.... Anyways, That's Why I'm moving out to quebec...

Anywyas, That's all for now!!.. bye!

sry for the delay...

2007-06-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

Well, Time for another post..

For the health update... I didn't end up calling the dr. And Just suffered it out for about two weeks or so... And My arm Is Finally not hurting.. It's been about a week that it hasn't hurt... *knock on wood*...
Hopefully It stay the way it is now... I'm not going to put too much strain on it, becaus eI have an Exam coming up soon, so I don't want my arm to be sore when I'm doing my practical portion of my exam...

Now For school and work updates...
I'm ALMOST done!!!! I'm doing my work temr, Whihc I already have enouygh hours, But I'm still going to go until Saturday...then i'm completely done all my hours... I'll still be going to school though to pratice for my exam which is july 9ths... So, For the next two weeks, It's going to be hardcore practicing... And As for a job, I didn't think I was going to be able to, But Because one of the girls might be leaving at first choice, they aske dme If I wanted the summer job there... So, I'm bringing in my resume, And They all Want me to work there anyways, Because Of All The work I have already been doing, So I have a Pretty good shot at getting it.... Plus, they aren't posting that there is an opening until They do an interview with me, Which I know will go well, because They already all knwo me!! so Yay!!..

After that, IT's off the gatineau, quebec for me... I'll need to find another job once i'm out there, But I'm sure that won't be a problem, Because I already have two people who told me they woudl give me excellent references and such, so I'm not too worried...

Tonight, I did another painting, But I can't seem to get the pictures on this computer... my computer is still dead.. Which is the reason I haven't been updating... I'm on my dad's computer right now....
Once I get mine up and running again, I'll Be posting the pictures of my newest painting... I think It Might even be my fav so far, So I hope That you all like it...
And I'll also be posting pics from pat's prom... We Had a lot of fun....

Anywyas, I'm Going to go now...
bye!

second post of the day....Calling the Doctor tomorrow....

2007-06-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

The Scariest thing ever happened to me today.... I have already been to the hospital once, but I have to make an appointment with dr. martin soon, because it happened again tonight, only 10 times worse....

so here's what happened, (in the best way I can explain it)....
I was at school, And We were just about to learn a new cut for our exam... one of the fredericton instructers were there to show us... I went to the other station to borrow some clips, and I Heard a really loud popping noise..... my left ear has been hurting for a while that day... After I heard the loud popping noise, Everything got SUPER loud, And I coudl hear every tiny Little thing, To the point where it was really scary... If A Needle would of fell, I would of heard it hit the ground REALLY loudly... Everything was echoing really badly... And So I took the teacher aside, And told He rI had to leave because I Was going to the hospital....

I get to the hospital, and First of all, Driving accross the morrissey bridge, Already loud enough, was 10 times louder, and Excrutiatingly loud... And Motorcycles drove by, and I Wanted to rip my ears off, because the noise was annoyingly loud and echoiing...
I got to the hospital, And A Guy ran in the room for registration before me, even though i was there first, So I sat there, With My Ear hurting really bad, hearing Everything Muffled And echoing and The automatic doors were driving me crazy.... After he left, I finally got in to register, and Sat in the waiting room, and there was a 2 year old who was Really Loud, And The heaters kept kicking in, Which was driving me insane as well... I sat there plugging my ear, but I could still hear all the muffling noises...
anyways, After about 2 hours in the waiting room, Everything just went back to normal... I was thinking I should leave, because there were still a lot of people before me, But I was also having problems with my arm for the last 2 and a half months, (which I already seen the doctor for).... So I decided to stay to ask about my arm as well.... Anywyas, After another hour and a half of waiting, they finally call my name, And I get in ther,e, He checke d afew things, Not even there for 1 minute, And he was done, And Then He was about to leave, so I asked him about my arm as well, And His response was "well, there nothing we can do about that", then he left the room before I coudl say anything else....

I was annoyed.. I hate the doctors around here in the emergency room.... Wait for ever to hear "oh, Just take some advil, that's fix it"...... I wonder if they know that Advil ISN'T The cure for Everything!
ANywyas.....

The really scary thing that happened....
so Tonight, I went to my friend tara's to study for our exam.. I was there form about 9 til 11:30.... We were studying, and All of a sudden I hear another weird popping noise in my ear, except his one was worse... not louder, just a worse feeling.. not even painful.... IT's hard to explain....
anyways, The best way to describe what I was hearing after that noise is.... you know in movies, When People are dying, To the point of death on their way to the White light, Or when Someone is in a coma, and they are just barely coming out of it, And There is someone there talking to them, And You can hear them like they're right beside you, Kinda up close, But Still Far away, Very Weird echoiing Noise..... Well, THAT'S what Everything sounded like... it scared me, I jumped even, And tara looked at me, asking what was wrong, And When she talked, it was just scary, because Of the way it sounded.... And I said no, and Dropped my pen, And When I dropped the pen, When it hit the couch, again, the weirdest noise ever... Really loud, and up close , but IT really wasn't up close at all... (if that makes any sense).... And So I popped my ears by plugging my nose, And making my ears pop... And I asked tara to say something, and IT was still sounding weird, But a litle less, So I popped my ears again, and everything went back to normal....

It Scared my really bad, even my heart was pounding really fast, And It was almost like i was out of breath...

Anyways, So Because of all this, tomorrow, I'm phoning Dr. Martin, to see If I Can't get an appointment with the specialist.... I haven't had any problems with my ears in the longest time...
The first dr At the emergency room said it was probably just acold virus, and To take advil..... but It's Way To werid and scary of a feeling, Especially where I've had so many problems with my ears my whole life, I'd rather go See An Audiologist, Just to make sure everything is okay....

Anyways, It's bed time for me... Have a LOT of work to do tomororw to practice for my Exam on monday and tuesday...
bye!

NEw post.... finally...

2007-06-07T14:36:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven't updated this in a really long time... And Haven't posted about School ina while, So Here is What's up with school...
I'm Almost done.. I'm excited...
I have already started work term, which is Awesome... I Go everyday after school at First Choice Haircutters... At first i was just cleaning up, and Answering the phones and stuff, And Then I Was put onmy first hair cut the other day!.. (that's first haircut in a salon)..Turned out good.. made a small tip, Which was awesome..
But anyways, We can make a maximum of 250 hours at work term, And All I need is about 190 hours.... Meaning, I don't have to go to school, And I Can do work term...
I still get hours for school though, So I still go... I'll be going until Tuesday... Started at 1 on tuesday, I'll Be going to work term until I'm done my hours.. Then I'll be practicing, practicing, practicing for my Final Exam whcih is july 9ths in fredericton..
The Reason I'll be going to school until Tuesday is because I have another exam monday and tuesday... Theory on monday and then Pratcical On Tuesday.... Practical is going to be hard, because everything is so specific... It's annoying... but whatever, I think I'll pass...
The One in Fredericton is going to be hard, because It's for the association, And They are much more strict, And picky about things...

Anyways, I'm going over to a friends tonight, so We Can Study for the theory part of our exam, which Is probably going to be extremely easy... I'm Going to get in the 90's for sure, even if I don't study, but Oh well, better to be sure... I'm gonna try to aim for something higher than 95%!...

Anyways, I'm gonna go now...
PS. Keep Updating your blogs... I don't go on facebook too often!...

PAINTING #3!!! Not my best, but It's still pretty cool!!!

2007-05-16T17:54:00.000-07:00

First of all, happy birthday amanda...
Second of All, Here is the third painting... I just got home, and JUST took the pictures... I'm still full of paint... lol...

This is before I even hung it up! hahah

Sorry about the bad quality of the pics...

what do you think?

When You're Feeling Down....

2007-05-02T20:02:00.000-07:00

WARNING: It's Kinda Morbid!.......but funny....

So I've been Kinda Upset For The last little while... don't know why.. Just happens Sometimes... I Still feel kinda down, but This Definitely made me feel somewhat better.....

I Miss trix cereal!....

picture update!

2007-04-18T14:22:00.000-07:00

These are a few pictures from when Meghan Was home, The Hair Show I was at, And Then A Few others....

This one is of me and my friend Tara the day of the hair show.. I Was the only person At the whole show who's hair stood out!...

This Is when Meghan And I Went to Subway! I had just got my lip and eyebrow pierced a few days before, So it was still a little sore!

This is Me, Mel And Meghan... We Were at a party getting drunk... I May not look drunk yet, but just wait....

only on My second or third glass, Give me a bit more time....

THERE We Go!... Now I'm drunk! hahahah!!

This is The Next day... Even though I was extremely drunk, I didn't have a hangover.. lucky me!

And Then Meghan And I wanted to take pictures with my creepy dolls... didn't post the pics of meghan with them, But Oh well!..

This is Frown And I..He is the First one I Got!... Remember him uncle henry and april?!... April, Do you remember The First day you seen him!?.. hehehe!... My friend Darren Had paid half of it for me!.. We were hanging out that night, And Then I had him in my bed when i woke up, And April came in the room, She seen it, And Was wondering what the hell it was! hahahahah!!... Good times!

And now not so creepy teddies!.. The Bear is a gift From Pat on valentine's day last year, And The Frog Is A Prize he won for me at the exhibition!

And well, That's the end of the pics!... Hopefully I have more soon When I have my hair falls in and such!...

Other than that, school is going well... The person who owns the school is a complete Money monger bitch, And Is Really stupid.. I ranted enough about it today, so I'll save the story for another day...
Anyways, Must Go study for another quiz again!...
Enjoy!
Bye!

Part 2 of Megs is home!

2007-04-07T04:58:00.000-07:00

... I'm never getting That drun again! hahahahah!!..
Except for tonight when we go out to the bar!..
I don't have a headache or anything right now, but It still feels like I'm going to be sick!.
Last night was the first time i ever got sick from drinking.... hahahah!..
Soooo very Drunk!!!!!!....

hahahahah!!

I'll update more later!

MEGS IS HOME!!!!!

2007-04-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

My friend that i havent' seen in a couple of years is home for the weekend!! *excited*...

I also got to see my friend kristen at school the other day who i haven't seen since january last year as well...
And My friend crystal, who i haven't seen in a couple years as well!!..

What a great last two weeks!!....

Anyways, on my way to see meghan... Will update later!

What's New?

2007-04-03T13:32:00.000-07:00

so, Quick update, because I'm bored.

I got 112% on my quiz today! haven't had a quiz in forever.. I am the only person that everything right..... (hmm, the title of the post was "what's new", Maybe I shouldn't of mentionned this)....
ANYWAYS....

I Got Two new piercings today, because My friend Was taking a piercing class, so I got them for free, because I was her guinnea pig! She Did An Awesome Job! They look Cool... I got my eyebrow done for a second time, a little further out... I got it done with the barbell this time so it looks cool, because the three balls(one from the first piercing, and two from this one)... I'll Take a pic sometime!...
And I Got my lip done. It was funny when i got my lip done, because I Was so nervous about getting my lip done because of what happened the first time I got it done that my hands were sweaty...
Sure, you say it's normal to get sweaty palms when you're nervous, but My hands were literally Dripping from so much sweat! It was hilarious....
They thought I was going to pass out, because apparently I Turned White after they pierced it.. I felt fine though!.... But Anyways, gor my eyebrow and labret pierced!.. yay!..

I'm Going to halifax not this weekend, but next!! I'm Excited!! Big Hair show coming up!...
Melanie, You better still be coming out with us! HAHAH!... by going out, We're probably staying at the hotel, and drinking!... but drinking is fun!... I Want to go out out, but They're not sure if they're going to!... But Whatever, We'll figure something out!....

My hair is Red Again!!... It was quite the process... I Colore dit green, and Blue, and Lightened it twice before I Finished with red! lol!...

anywyas, That's about all that's new!...
bye

new look, Kinda, sorta, Not quite!..

2007-03-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

Well, I got my hair cut a few days ago... I Went from having fairly long hair, to... short... I'm still getting use to it, but It'll grow back eventually...

Anyways, New pics...

But anyways.... MELANIE, I Got You The Third Post secrets book as a part of your bday gift... half of it anyways.... And I'm going up to Halifax Around the 14th, so I hope you didn't buy The Third or second one yet, because I have them here for you!... :P... Just want to make sure you don't buy them, which is why I'm telling you half of your present...

Anyways, That's All that's new for this post...
I'll update another time!
Bye!

PAINTING NUMBER 2!!!

2007-03-20T18:26:00.000-07:00

These aren't the best quality pictures because of where the light was shining on the painting, so I'll probably take more pictures another time... but for now, Enjoy......

The white spots in the middle of trees is just the way the pic was taken!... Sorry for the poor picture quality!...

But Aside fromt hat, what do you all think?!

Quick update!..

2007-03-20T12:33:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the comments on my first painting from the painting class...
Tonight is the second class, so I'll Be posting pics of my new painting tonight or tomorrow!..
Probably tonight when I get Home Though!...

I Had a project to do For today, and I got it done at 2:30 in the morning... I Was the only person in the class to have actually done it...
usually, What the teacher does, is, gives 5 bonus marks if you present it to her...
So I passed it in, and I presented it later on, And Because I Was The only person To have passed in my project, (Which The Teacher Said Was Really Good, And She Really liked it), She Said She Was going to give me 5 EXTRA bonus marks on top of the 5 for presenting my project!... So, for my project, I Got 110%!!!!.... so, yay!...

We Went to a clipper clas sin moncton, And It Was the most pointless class ever... You has to buy that specific cliupper to be able to do any of the cuts, And The Clippers were 200$+tax...
And That wasn't even with the blades... so It was a waste of money!.. so At lunch time, We all went to the mall.. Much more fun!.. ^_^

when I got home, I Got My dread falls in the mail!!... They're so much fun!.. I Can't wait to wear them at the hair show!...

Anyways, I'm going to go shower now, then I have to eat, And by that time, It's going to be time for the painting class.... Bye!

Painting is Fun!

2007-03-17T12:57:00.000-07:00

This is The painting I did at the First painting Clas sI Was At!! The Next clas sis on tuesday, so I'll probably be posting another pic soon of my second painting!...
It's oil paint...

What do you think?!..

music!

2007-03-12T18:49:00.000-07:00

I've been wanting to download new music lately, but I Just Can't Seem to think Of Anything I want to listen to... I Know I just want something New, because I've listened to everything on my computer a million times...

anyone Have any suggestions of what i can download?

I usually Just go into a random search and download everything that in there, and delete what i don't like, and keep what i do, But I'm not having much luck with stuff that I Like...

And I usually Listen To EVERYTHING, I'm just not in the mood for the stuff i have been finding...

I Just downloaded a bunch of rob thomas.. (singer of matchbox 20), Which is great, But If anyone has any suggestions of something Else I can download, let me know...

Rememebr, I listen to pretty much anything And everything... I'm not really into Rap Though... :P

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM!... I want dread falls!

2007-02-25T10:51:00.000-08:00

Last night I went to fredericton, and Went to BOOM!..
Had An Awesome Night!!.. Here are a few pics from Last night!...

They had Lip synching Drag queens.. I only got pictures of one of them though!...

This Is Tanella... the firstday I met her.. She was really Fun to go out with!! She borrowed my top!.. :P

This is Me With Lorrie's dread Falls in!!.. I Want Some dread falls soo bad.. they are so much fun!

A Better Pic of the Falls in my hair!

It was BLUE PRIDE night at BOOM... Tairie won First place!.. :)!

Me And Tairie Before BOOM at Tanella's House!

Anywyas, Time to go shower now... I'll update more later!.. :)!

2007-02-21T18:42:00.000-08:00

Movie Meme
Movies I have seen will have an X beside it!... 1 X are Movies I've just Seen, and 2 Xs Are movies that I've seen/own!.. The Ones With the O Are ones that I didn't see, or I did See, but don't rememebr seeing!...

(XX)Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X)Grease
(X)Pirates of the Caribbean
(X)Pirates of the Caribbean 2
(XX)Boondock Saints
(X)Fight Club
(X)Starsky & Hutch
(X)Neverending Story
(O)Blazing Saddles
(O)Airplane
(O)the Princess Bride
(X)Anchor Man
(X)Napoleon Dynamite
(XX)Labyrinth
(X)Saw
(X)Saw II
(XX)White Noise
(O)White Oleander
(X)Anger Management
(X)50 First Dates
(X)Princess Diaries
(X)Princess Diaries 2
(X)Scream
(X)Scream2
(X)Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X)Scary Movie 2
(X)Scary Movie 3
(X)Scary Movie 4
(X)American Pie
(X)American Pie 2
(X)American Wedding
(O)American Pie Band Camp
(X)Harry Potter
(X)Harry Potter 2
(X)Harry Potter 3
(X)Harry Potter 4
(X)Resident Evil
(X)Resident Evil 2
(X)The Wedding Singer
(X)Little Black Book
(X)The Village
(X)Lilo & Stitch
(X)Finding Nemo
(O)Finding Neverland
(X)Signs
(X)The Grinch
(X)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(X)Texas Chainsaw Massacre The Beginning
(X)White Chicks
(X)Butterfly Effect
(X)13 going on 30
(O)I, Robot
(O)Robots
(X)Dodgeball
(O)Universal Soldier
(X)Lemony Snickett
(X)Along came Polly
(O)Deep Impact
(X)King Pin
(X)Never Been Kissed
(X)Meet the Parents
(X)Meet the Fockers
(X)Eight Crazy Nights
(O)Joe Dirt
(O)King Kong - new one
(O)A Cinderella Story
(O)The Terminal
(O)Lizzie McGuire
(O)Passport to Paris
(X)Dumb & Dumber
(X)Dumb & Dumberer
(X)Final Destination
(X)Final Destination 2
(O)Final Destination 3
(X)Halloween
(X)The Ring
(X)The Ring 2
(O)Surviving Xmas
(X)Flubber
(O)Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
(X)Practical Magic
(XX)Chicago
(O)Ghost Ship
(X)From Hell
(X)Hellboy
(X)Secret Window
(X)I Am Sam
(O)The Whole Nine Yards
(O)The Whole Ten Yards
(O)The Day after Tomorrow
(X)Child's Play
(O)Seed of Chucky
(X)Bride of Chucky
(X)Ten things I Hate about You
(X)Just Married
(X)Gothika
(X)Nightmare of Elm Street
(X)Sixteen Candles
(O)Remember the Titans
(O)Coach Carter
(X)The Grudge
(X)The Grudge 2
(X)The Mask
(O)Son of the Mask
(O)Bad Boys
(O)Bad Boys2
(X)Joy Ride
(O)Lucky number Slevin
(O)Ocean's Eleven
(O)Ocean's Twelve
(O)Bourne Identity
(O)Bourne Supremacy
(O)Lone Star
(X)Bedazzled
(O)Predator
(O)Predator II
(XX)The Fog
(X)Ice Age
(X)Ice Age 2
(O)the Meltdown
(O)Curious George
(X)Independence Day
(O)A Bronx Tale
(X)Darkness Falls
(O)Christine
(X)ET
(X)Children of the Corn
(X)My Boss's Daughter
(X)Maid in Manhattan
(O)War of the Worlds
(X)Rush Hour
(X)Rush Hour 2
(O)Best Bet
(X)How to lose a Guy in 10 days
(X)She's all that
(O)Calendar Girls
(O)Sideways
(O)Mars Attack
(O)Working Girl
(XX)Ever After
(X)Wizard of Oz
(X)Forrest Gump
(O)Bit Trouble in Little China
(X)The terminator
(X)The terminator 2
(O)The terminator 3
(X)X-Men
(X)X2
(X)X3
(X)Spider-Man
(X)Spider-Man 2
(O)Sky High
(X)Jeepers Creepers
(X)Jeepers Creepers 2
(O)Catch me if you Can
(X)The Little Mermaid
(X)Freaky Friday
(O)Reign of Fire
(X)The Skulls
(X)Cruel Intentions
(X)Cruel Intentions 2
(X)The Hot Chick
(X)Shrek
(X)Shrek 2
(X)Swimfan
(X)Miracle of 34th Street
(X)Old School
(X)The Notebook
(O)K-Pax
(O)Krippendorf's Tribe
(X)A Walk to remember
(O)Ice Castles
(X)Boogeyman
(X)The 40 year Old Virgin
(X)LOTR - Fellowship of the Ring
(X)LOTR The Two Towers
(X)LOTR Return of the King
(O)Indiana Jones Raiders of the Lost Ark
(O)Indiana Jones Temple of Doom
(O)Indiana Jones Last Crusade
(X)Hostel
(X)Elf
(O)Highlander
(X)Mothman Phophecies
(XX)American historyX
(O)Three
(O)The Jacket
(O)Kung Fu Hustle Shaloin Soccer
(O)Night Watch
(X)Monsters INC
(X)Titanic
(X)Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(X)Shaun of the Dead
(O)Willard
(O)High tension
(X)Club Dead
(O)Hulk
(X)Dawn of the Dead
(X)Hook
(X)Chronicles of Narnia
(X)28 Days Later
(O)Shawshank Redemption
(O)The Rock
(O)Walking tall
(O)Windtalkers
(X)Braveheart

Wow, I've seen more of these movies than I thought I did!.. lol...

That is all!

new digi means new pics...

2007-02-19T12:54:00.000-08:00

okay, So This Was a fun weekend... Patrick And I went on a double date with our frieds colin And renelle... We went to eat chinese food, And Then we went to the movies... We went to wacth Ghost rider, And We thouhg, Double date, double movie... So The early show was ghost rider, and then after that, we went to see Pan's Labrynth... I Like Pan's Labrynth A LOT more... It Was all in spanish, But it was cool, because I understood most of it!!... I'm Glad I took that spanish class.... lol...

also that night, I Bought a new digital camera, Because Mine Broke After 4 years... Hopefully this one last longer than The old one... it seems to be working a LOT better, And It Was cheaper, And Has much better video quality than my other one.. this one is A Canon, and my other was an HP.. And This one is 4X op zoom, My other was 3 X... This One Has microphone and speaker, So I Can Hear what is being said when I take Videos, instead of having to wait til I put them on My computer to hear it.... It's all around a better camera so far!!....

hmm.. For valentines Day, I spent the day with pat... It Was nice... He got me a cute teddy bear, And Put candles around my room, gave me a rose, And bought Mcdonalds.. hehe!... he figured the rodd would of been packed, because of Vday, So we had a candlelit macdonald's dinner! :P..
I Got him A picture frame that I painted, And put a picture of the two of us in it, And I got hima game that he wanted.. (he's a big gamer)....
And even Though I Agree With Melanie And Les, That the Spontaneous gifts are much better, It Was still nice!... :).... I Remember a few years ago when I Wanted nothing to do with Vday, And Use To go to Anti-vday parties... lol... Weird how much people Can Change!.. lol!... But ANYWAYS.....

I Also Went to lunch with pat's dad and natalie, And We're plannign another trip... Somewhere in North america This time... They were thinking Alaska, And Then They were thinking Iceland... I think they were leaning more towards iceland, Which woudl be awesome.. I'm going to make sure to bring my camera an take lots of pictures.....
It's still not for sure where we are going yet, but Somewhere.. lol!...

Anyways That's all for now...
bye!

Midterms!! the results are.... well, ALMOST in....

2007-02-12T14:32:00.000-08:00

Well, I Got My MArks Back from My Midterm, But one of them is going to be changed, SO I don't knwo the exact mark!!....
I'll start with the pratical.. I don't remember everything, But I Got everywhere between 70% And 90%.... To get 70% is REALLY good... The highest You're suppose to be able to get is 85, so If You get 85, it's like getting 100%... And I Ended up getting three 90%s which is awesome... The one thing that i got 70% on, Everyone Got 70% on it... And Then I Got a 74 And A 76 I think I twas...

For The Theory... The Mark that she gave me was 89%, but there was one question on there that I KNEW I had right, and I fought for a while, And Well, It Was right, And Wrong.... But because There were no specifications in the question of what They Actually Wanted, Either answer would have to be accepted.... Therefor, Added on To The 89%, Is going to be 8 Extra marks... because The question was worth 10 points... and she marked 2 right out of the 10... So I'm Going to have 8 extra marks on it....

So all depending on what The whole exam was out of will determine my mark.,... If It Was out of 100, Then I Will Have 97%.... I Don't think it was out of 100 though!!... But Oh Well... I know I got in the 90s, So I'll Find out what it is tomorrow!!...

So That Made Me Feel better...

Anyways, School is going well... We Have another quiz tomorrow on anatomy and physiology.. it's pretty interesting...
The ABA is coming Up in april... I have to save Up Money, And I'm going to try to raise money!.. I am going to sell tickets on a basket of a whole bunch of different products!..... Hopefully make a bit of money off of that!!....
Ooh, And Melanie, I Know What I'm going to get You For Your Birthday.... Well, Two things.. but I'm going to tell you one of them, So That you don't go out and buy it, just in case...

So MELANIE, When I go to halifax, I'll bring your present, And I'll get your bday gift!!!..
POST SECRETS Came out With A 3rd Book!!!... It Was out january 9th(ish)... So I'm gonna get you the third one as well, So Don't go out and buy it!! hahahah!!.... And Well, That's just one of the things, I Think I know What else I'm goign to get you, But I Have to wait til I'm in halifax! lol!...

Anyways, Don't really have much to update on..... Just wanted to let you know how school was going and To Tell mealnie NOT to buy The third PS book!!..

that is all.. bye

the new hairstyle!! and other pics!..

2007-02-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

Well, I don't have much to update on... Didn't get my marks back yet for my midterm, So I'm Still waiting on that!... I haven't done a picture post in a while, So here are a few pictures that I just recently took, Or that I wanted to post before, And just couldn't...

So This picture is of My And one Of My best friends, Tracy, (AKA: Nihi), Which was taken today at school... so It's A picture of how long my hair had gotten, and the fun things I can Do with it!!.. :P

These Two are pictures of two of my tattoos... The first one is one I Got for xmas from A few people, which I've tried to post before, But didn't have a good pic... And The Other one is one Of My older tats.. the second one that i've gotten... which is a dir en grey(one of my fav bands), KAI fly!...

This Pic Is Just me Being Bored... Patrick took the picture... I Like my hair in this one, So That's why I posted it!!..

This is a picture of Patrick and I.... obviously.... Isn't he adorable!!... yes...yes he is!!.. :)

This is An older pic of me.. I Just like the PVC pants and 6 inch platform, So I decided to post it!!.. see, I don't always wear all black!! :P

This is an updo i did on the mannequin head at school... Which Is Probably going to be how i do amanda's hair for formal, Unless she changes her mind on what she wants!..

This is Demonika! (AKA: Dem)... I Have to get a picture of phoenixx Now, but My camera is broke... As soon as it's fixed, i'll have a pic of my other rat girl!

This is Me On A Night out... I Miss My Red Hair... I'll have it back again soon enough though!.. :)

This is me The Next morning, not being able to wait for cupcaked to be ready!!... I was just going to eat the Batter!

Anyways, That's It for now... once I have something more interesting to write about, or when I get my midterm marks back, Then I'll Update again!!...
Or, If I Get really really bored....
that's aall For Now though!
bye!

DAY 1 COMPLETE....

2007-01-29T09:08:00.000-08:00

TO MONICA :
The Aba Is The ALLIED BEAUTY ASSICIATION.... It's a big hair show!! They have them All Around Canada.. There are big ones in toraonto and montrela and stuff... The Last one I went to was in moncton, and It's suppose to be one of the biggest ones in NB... The One in Halifax, I Don't rememebr If It's bigger than the ones in NB or not.. But Anyways, It's going to Be Really busy around the 14th, 15th, and 16ths, Because that's when The Hair show is... all the hotels and such will probably be booked... I Can't wait.. I'm excited!!!
They have products to sell, and competitions, and Shows And Demonstrations and stuff!!...

Anyways, First day of my midterm is done... We Do the rest tomorrow morning... and then, We have our theory next monday!...
I'm stressing about that!
I Panicked Today fore a few things, So I'm not too sure How That Went, But for the updo, She said that everyone did a lot better than the practice, So I'm hoping I did Alright!...

anywyas, Not much to update on Right now, so That is all...

bye!

Percentages in the 70s is Depressing.... lol

2007-01-28T16:04:00.000-08:00

So Anyways, Midterms Start tomorrow... I'm Not Looking forward to the practical at all...
The Theory is going to be fine, I'm confident that I'll get 90%+... I'm usually good at the theory part...

I'm Good at the Practical Stuff Too, And getting better and better all the time, but I won't get anything more than an 79% though...

The highest possible mark you can get is 85%, And The passing mark is 70%... but To get 70% is REALLY good.....apparently.....

I don't get why They don't just mark things normally, because just when you think you did a great job doing what was asked, All you get is 70%, Which just really sucks....
So Now, I know that after i get my midterm marks for the practical, Seeing the 70's Is Just going to be way to discouraging to even care about my marks anymore...
I know I'm just going to have to get use to it, but I know it's just going to be discouraging to see them....

Oh Well, Whatever I guess....

Anyways, other than that, not much has been going on lately... nothing interesting ever happens around here....
April is Going To Be fun... Maybe... If I Can find a way up to The ABA... because 1, I'll be able to See melanie, and Get her gifts up to her...
and 2, I'll get to see some really cool things and learn some really cool things at the Hair Show... So hopefully I can find a way up!...

but anywyas, that's all for now...
I'll update more another time..
bye!

tagged!

2007-01-18T14:38:00.000-08:00

1. If you had to choose one vice in exclusion of all others, what would it be?
Music!.... all I do It Listen To Music, and Download everything and anything I can, Even If it's something I have never heard of... I Download it, If I like it, I keep it, If I Don't, I Delete it.... I Have Everything From Everything to everything on My computer when It comes to Music, from happy chipper stuff, to creepy depressing stuff, to swedish/french/japanese/etc...stuff, and Sooooo much more..... I love music!...

2. If you could change one specific thing about the world, what would it be?
GLOBAL WARMING!!....Before I read your Answer, uncle Henry, That's the first thing I though When I Got to this question... Al Gore's "An Inconvinient Truth", Is a great eye-opener for People Who "just don't care".... our World is doomed if people don't Stop Contributing To the earth's destruction....

3. Name the cartoon character you identify with the most.
GIR, from invader zim.... Very Random, And Cute, And he's an alien!... soo.. It's very me... lol...

4. If you could live one day of your life over again, which one would it be?
December 15ths, 2005... mine and Pat's First date... I Would want to relive that day because it was just...perfect!...... (Tomorrow Is our one year anniversary... :)...)...

5. If you could go back in history and spend a day with one person, who would it be?
I have no idea..... There are a lot of people... maybe Einstein... E.A. Poe... Shakespeare... Or Maybe even elvis presley... .... I have no reasonning For this... Just lots of people I think it would be awesome to spend a day with!...

6. What is one thing that you lost, sold or threw away that you wish you had back?
A Ring That I got when I was Really young with a black Stone And The Letter J in The middle.... I had it for years.. I don't know what ever happened to it... I think there might of been a hole in my school bag one time, and It must of fell out.... That Was upsetting...

7. What is your one most important contribution to this world?
I don't know....... I guess that it would have to be the charities/fundraising I did some A Few years ago, some more recently.... Race For The Cure For breast Cancer... Cheo Charity in ontario, Years Ago, Thanks To auntie Brenda:)...30 hours of famine... terry fox walks....
It's not Much, But It's a start....

8. What is your one hidden talent that nearly no one knows about?
I Can bend two of my fingers back to touch the back of my hand.... My index finger and my pinky from my left hand..

9. What is your most cherished possession?
probably My computer... It holds all my music, And It Tells me anything and everything I Want/need to know....

10. What one person influenced your life the most when growing up?
In Music, Growing Up, It would be Gwen Stephani... she Was Her own Person, And she went after her dream, what she believed in, what she alwys wanted to do....
of people I know Personally... Hmm.. Probably Melanie.. Well, Growing up, She was mean, And Attacked me with a bicycle and Tooth paste, But I Always knew That She Would understand Things About me that I knew I wouldn't be able to tell other people.. at least right away... Like, Me being gay.. she was the first person I came out to, because I knew She would be the one person who Would understand....
even Though Before I came out, she Always made fun of me for being gay... lol.. Well, Melanie, It's all your fault!!... HAHAHAHA!!... Just kidding... I always liked boys! :P

11. What word describes you better than any other?
Weird... With The Way I dress, With The Way I act, with the randomness, With Everything I do or say.... People Would Call me weird.... Sometimes psycho.... Sometimes Retarded(we all know where THAT one Came From).. HAHAHA... so I guess, I'm just... Weird!!...

well, that Is All.. I'm Not Sure what else to write about, So I'll elave it at that for now... going to go shower now...
Bye

New pic.... I had more, but They didn't turn out so well.. lol..

2007-01-17T15:32:00.000-08:00

I Was bored, So i decided to see how long my webcam would last before My computer effed up again.. I Can't Seem to plug anything in the USB port anymore.... When Pat plugs his ipod, my whole comp freezes right away...
When I am connected to the internet, and I use My Webcam, It Works sometimes for about3 minutes, usually less, And Then The Whole comp freezes.. I don't know what's going on with it, but it's annoying...

And sorry for the bad quality of the pic, It's From my webcam, because My digi Is Also Broke!...

Anyways, I don't have much to talk about, so I'm going to go see if Some friends are online to try to convince them to go to gwen stephani's concert, and to go to the dominican republic another time! hahahah!!

That is all..

bye!

tattoos....

2007-01-07T17:03:00.000-08:00

The Pictures raen't best quality, because I Had to Use My Webcam To take the pics because My digi Cam Is Broke... once I get better quality pics, I'll post them.... But Here They Are...

These three Are a tribal design with a pride symbol in the middle...

These two are GIR, from Invader zim.... he's a robot in a dog costume To Disquise himself on earth....

Anyways, those are my tat's.. once I get better quality pics, I'll post them...

I have to go study for another test tomorrow....
bye!

no more 2006...

2007-01-02T20:41:00.000-08:00

Well, Christams Vacation Was Short, And not too pleasant...
I Was sick From day 1, until the first day back to school, which was today!!...
I had the flu, And A Cold, And Pains in my stomach, and my heart, And just lots of things wrong with me this break... lol...

The Day before xmas eve, I spent the night at Patrick's, And We Had Xmas eve dinner at his place.. it was really good... And Then I spent the night there again, and then Came home the next morning, and Went to have Xmas supper at memere and peperes... coudln't miss that!!!... :P

And I opened a few gifts at pat's, and then At Memere and peperes, And then A few more when I got home... Not Too Much stuff, but 1 or two gifts at each place, So It Wasn't two bad...

I Got Two New Tattoos, Which Are both almost completely healed, And They look really good.. one of them, the color could of been a little better, but It's still cool.... I Got that from A whole bunch of people... everyone kinda chipped in a bit, so thanks to everyone for that!!..

I Got A Spirtal curl curling iron, Which I Wanted for school, and once I'm done school, for my salon or for whever i work.. And A Book Called the eastern Mysteries from patrick!!..

I Got A Sterling silver bracelet from pat's mom.
And I Got Two Really nice necklaces from his sister... one of them is a triskel, whcih represents balance and creativity.. and the other one doesn't have a menaing.... that i know of... lol...

I got socks and razors and higyene(SP?) stuff.......

I Got Another really nice bracelet, More like a cufflet, with two small tribal designs on it, and A wooden carved necklace from my grandfather.

And I Got my phone bill paid, and gift certificate for The CD store which I Already used from dad.... I Got an ARCH ENEMY DVD
HEDLEY DVD
THE FIFTH ELEMENT DVD
SLC PUNK DVD
KUNG POW DVD
HACKERS DVD

So that was pretty cool!... And I think That's it.. maybe a few other little things.... I don't rememebr right now....

Then For New years eve, Patrick spent the night here... New years day, we went to see my friends for a few hours, tairie and james, And Then We went to see his friends in the baie, and spent a few hours there....
We went back to pat's around 2 AM, And Then Had a big supper at his place with his whole family... And Then he drove me home that night...

and Now That Leaves us for today.... t was my first day back at school, and I Already have a quiz tomorrow!! lol.... School is SOOOO much fun... If only you Could hear/see the sarcasm in that!!...

Actually, school is going really well... I love the course... I don't like the school itself, or the person who runs the schools but The course s fun, and The people in my class are nice too, so That's always a plus.....
the new class starts on monday... So While they are doing chapter 1, we are going to be in that class for review....
midterms are at the end of this month, or early february..... I'm Ready for the written part... I could pass that with a 90%+ if I don't study... I'm going to study though, and shoot for the 100%, but We'll see what happens.. there are a lot of chapters that are going to be on it, so It's going to be a bit difficult, but I'm sure i can manage....o i have that to look forward to...

And After i got home from school, I cleaned all my room, and then let one of my rats run around for a bit.... After I Put her away back in her cage, I studied for a bit, and then I Brought my computer in my room...
Once I Got this all set up and working, I got online,a nd Started writting in here.... which I'm going to be ending soon, because I have to go study some more... That's all I ever seem to do... lol.. I was soo glad for this short break.. I just wish it was longer, but oh well...

anywyas, That is all... I'll update again sometime soon....

hope everyone else had a good holiday!..

bye!

christmas day..

2006-12-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

so yesterday I went to Pat's for the night, and had a christmas supper there... It Was good... after we ate, we opened some presents... Pat's mom got me a sterling silver chain bracelet which is really nice, and A Little light to attach on book or things when Reading.. she got pat and I both one....
his sister got me Two necklaces from Montreal... They are both very cool... one of them doesn't have a meaning, but the other one is called a triskel, and it means balance and Creativity.
And Pat Got me A Spiral curl curling irons, Which Is going to be great for School and once I'm done school, And He got me a really cool book, which I'm going to probablt start reading after I'm Done Writting in here... It's an encyclopedia of mysterious and strange phenomena...
After We opened presents, Pat and I went to bed...
We woke up and Then We Came back to newcastle, and I took a shower, then went to my grandparents for xmas dinner...
After we ate, we opened presents,,, Pepere got me A Really nice handmade leather bracelet and A wooden Necklace... julie picked it out for him in fredericton...

After That, I Came home, opened The few gifts i have here... socks, And Razor, and Gift certificates and such,,,

I also Got Two tattoo for xmas, Which I Will hopefully have pictures of soon... my camera is broken though... And I Got one of my phone bills paid for...

so all in all, it Was a good xmas eve, And xmas(so far)....

Anywyas, I'm Going to go read for a bit, so That is all.. bye!

in pain, but worth it.. lol

2006-12-21T20:31:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the xmas gift amanda and brandi and nadine, and everyone else who chipped in...
I got two new tattoos for the price of one... I got a GIR tattoo on my arm, and I got a tribal design with a rainbow triangle in the middle on my lower back... I think i posted a picture before..

now.. i'm in pain..

anyways, i'll write more later... Going to go eat then go to bed...

goodnight!!

I'll have pics of the new tattoos once i get a new cam, or when i use amanda or pat's cam!... lol!!

So What are you more exicted about!!??

2006-12-17T16:11:00.000-08:00

So Xmas is almost here, but what's the most exciting thing....

for Me, It's Dinner... And School break!!..

I don't really have much more to say!! hahah!!

Yesterday, Pat and I went to moncton.. twas fun...
Got To meet mark...
And Got to see Tina Again!... oh How I Love tina...

Uhmm... Almost done shopping.... Just have to get for one more person.... I got a part of the gift, but Not completely done yet!... soon though!... should bee Done By friday!... lol!...
thursday Is My tattoo... I'm excited....
I Can't Wait...

And Well, I have been online for a while now, so I have to go See If Anyone is trying to call..

that is all!

Bye!

very quick update..

2006-12-14T20:43:00.001-08:00

quick update because i have a busy dya tomorrow, And It's already 12:45...

I have to study for a test once i'm done this, and sleep, because I have to do a perm tomorrow, And I don't want to be too tired when I do The Perm... Last time I got lightheaded, And thought I Was going to pass out, so we don't want that happening again...

Today Was A good Day.. had two clients, Both went well... My time Is Getting A Lot Better too, because Instead of 2 and a half hours for layering with mistakes when i first started, IT's down to about 1 hour with no mistakes... I Just need a bit more practice to get my time down some more...

I had a few clients yesterday And The last one went really well.. She was really nice and easy to get along with, and she Wasn't fussy at all, And She loved it.. I colored her hair and layered it... It Was Really nice... I was proud of myself... :D!

xmas is soon, and I'm still not done the hsopping,... I'm probably going to moncton on saturday, so I should be done all my shopping then... once I get a job, and Make Money, then I'll be able to Buy a Little Bit More than I what I am This year....

Are midterms are coming up soon after xmas too... going to have to start studying for that...

My tattoo appointment is next thursday!... I'm so Excited... We End school on the 22nd, so I'll be able to show people at school..

Our New Place Is Really nice... getting Comfortable here now...
My room is almost all cleaned... I Woudl of cleaned it all, but I Cleaned it enough so that i had enoguh room to clean my rats cages instead, because They Were getting A little smelly...
Poor Rat Girls...

Pat And I Are doing great!.. tomorrow, We are going to do what we did on this day A year ago... with some changes.... lol... It Was the first day we met... The Perfect date!.... Met at the mall, and walked around in the cold, and tried to keep each other warm, and just talked all night... T'was Nice!!...
a year went by really fast!....

What else.....

uhmm.. I Might Not update fot a bit... We Are going to be getting HSI soon though, So I will be able to upate more... And Plus, this Place has VERY limited Jacks, So I have to unplug the phone to plug my computer in... Whcih I have to switch back in a minute or two...

but for the next few days, I'm going to be cleaning a bunch and unpacking, And spending the weekend with pat, so there won't be much online time...

Anyways, I'm going to go get food and study for a bit before I go to bed.. Hoepfully I'm not too tired in the Morning...

very quick update..

2006-12-14T20:43:00.000-08:00

I hate being A perfectionist,,,

2006-12-11T20:23:00.000-08:00

Well, We have a project Due tomorrow, Or.. seeing how it's after midnight, it's due today!... and I'm not done yet!... I coudl be done in like, 5 minutes if I wanted to do a half-ass job, and Still get a good mark, But Noo... I have to make things complicated for myself, and Make Sure everything Is nice and organized And have All The writting in nice, neat letters, And Make Everything soo much more difficult than it could be... I Started working on this after school.. and We got off school a bit ealry, so I got home aorund 4:00PM... And So, I've been working on it For like, EVER... but anywyas, Hopefully All this work pays off....

I've never got less than 105% on a project, so Hopefully that continues...but anyways...

To answer to monica's question of "packing?".... Dad and I moved into a new place just a few minutes away from where we were before... Cheaper... AND It has it's own washer and dryer... how cool is that!?!.. lol.....
After living in an appartment where is was almost 5 sometimes more dollars for one load, I'm going to be Taking FULL advantage of the washer and dryer...

Lately, I've Been Getting really irritated With little things... Maybe there is just too much stuff going on all at once, but Little things are really getting on my nerves...
like, When I'm talking about something, and stressed about something, Or Just when I mention anything Bad, Or Anything going on with me, Then Some people have To Make everything Their own problem... Like, If I Say I have To do A Lot, They have sooo much more to do... When I Say I'm Stressed, They Are SOOO much more stressed.... When I Say I'm not feeling well, They Are Feeling Soooo Much worse.... It's okay to say, "oh, I'm not feeling well either", But don't go on Making everything you're problem....
I Wasn't making these things my a problem or to complain, I just just Saying How I Was feeling that day, So I Wish some people woudl just stop once in a while...
And There is just soo much more...

Anyways, Melanie, If you didn't get the comment I posted, you Bought me a printer for xmas.. thanks, I love it! hahahah!!...

anywyas, I'm going to go finish that project, because I still have a LOT of Work Left to do on It...
Hopefully I'll be done in half an hour to an hour... but, you never know.....

That is all!!

I have 4 more gifts to buy!!...

2006-12-05T15:05:00.000-08:00

So xmas is coming sooner and sooner.. I have four things leftto buy, even though it doesn't seem like I've bought ANYTHING....
I know what i'm getting 3 out of those 4 people, So This Shouldn't be too bad....
I bought patrick's present today!... just have to wait for it to come in now!! I'm so excited to give it to him!.. I know he'll like it!..
So once I have those bought, I think I won't be so stressed about things... because after that, then I have my next part of my student loan coming in.... Which I CAN'T use for Food!!... Food Is sooo Expensive...

hmm, I should really be studying Right now... I just do't feel like it... It should be a pretty easy quiz tomorrow....

What else... Tomorrow, I hope I don't get any client's... I really wanna practice updo's before the Formal...

So much stuf fI have to do... I Can't Wait til this whole month is over...
Anywyas, I'm Going to go get started on that project, or star packing or Studying or something..
that is all!

The importance of understanding...

2006-12-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

..... I should be sleeping right now, But I just couldn't sleep... Pat And I Got to Talking, Which Got us both thinking....

***Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome (AIDS or Aids) is a collection of symptoms and infections in humans resulting from the specific damage to the immune system caused by the human immunodeficiency virus (HIV). The late stage of the condition leaves individuals prone to opportunistic infections and tumors. Although treatments for AIDS and HIV exist to slow the virus's progression, there is no known cure. HIV is transmitted through direct contact of a mucous membrane or the bloodstream with a bodily fluid containing HIV, such as blood, semen, vaginal fluid, preseminal fluid, and breast milk. This transmission can come in the form of anal, vaginal or oral sex, blood transfusion, contaminated hypodermic needles, exchange between mother and baby during pregnancy, childbirth, or breastfeeding, or other exposure to one of the above bodily fluids.***

kinda Scary to think about it!

You Think it couldn't happen to you, but You never know... It Has Been believed for a long time that it was mostly homosexuals who got aids... But that's not the case.. Everyone and anyone Can get HIV/AIDS... in fact, It's changed to Mostly straight people being infected with This Virus. Because of how Much It Was brought on As a homosexual infection, Gay People tried Harder to protect themselves... Because Straight people didn't think it could happen to them, They aren't protecting themselves as much as they Should be..

The most common Way To catch this infection is Through sexual contact..
Before Patrick And I were sexually active with Each other, I have Been tested, And It came back negative.
Pat Wasn't as sexually Active As I Was Before We had met, And The Stuff that he had done with other people would be an Extremely slim chance to catch it, but not impossible... He's never been tested before...

Patrick Usually never got sick, but since he met me, He Was sick 3 times... (flu/colds/etc..) which kinda scared him... I have Only been sick once, When The flu was going around... I've never had any of the symptoms that a person who had HIV/AIDS would normally have.. (the flu being one of them).... It Scares me too though, thinking that maybe the results from the first test were false...

Patrick is the only Person I've been with in the last 11 months, And I'm the only person he's been with since then as well....

We both decided that It Would be a good idea to go get tested again... Just to be on the safe side...
I would be scared if i had it, but I would mostly be scared if Pat had it...
Mostly Because, Even though I've been tested already, I Would be Scared that it would of been my fault... And, I don't ever want anything bad to happen to him...
once We Both Get tested, I'll feel better...

I should go to bed now though, because it's 2:30 in the morning, And I have School tomorrow.... It's gonna be a long Day!...

one of my xmas gifts!...

2006-11-30T16:47:00.000-08:00

Well, This MIGHT be The tattoo I'm going to get... I half designed it myself... by that, I mean, I Took a bunch of pictures, And made this my own!.... I'm still going to change a few things, but this is what i got so far... Click to make it bigger!..

I had two clients today!.. both turned out pretty good... Both gave me a tip.. lol!..

We had a substitute today.. she was nice.. really helpful...

Our quiz is going to be tomorrow.. It's going to be really easy... It's all Chemistry stuff with relaxers, And some of the elements of the periodic table, And What things mixed with what make what and does what with what hair... And Just things like that... SHouldn't be too bad...

I Found the gift I wanted to get pat.. I'm sooo excited... It's a really rare plush... I know Pat Doesn't read this, But I won't say too much more than that!... The best part abou tit, is that the Very few times I found it, It was 100$+... I found it for 80$, plus it Comes With two other plushes from the Same thing As this one Comes from.... it's NOT a Hotdog!!!... *couch*.... *Melanie*.. HAHAHAHAH....

I'm glad I found it... I REALLY hope I can get it... I looked everywhere for it... And I FINALLY found it at a reasonable price... I know, It sounds quite expensive, but I REALLY have To get it for him... I wanted to get him either that plush or the FF3 Game... but I decided on this, because I know nobody will get it for him, But I know he Might get a game, So I am better off getting the plushie!..

I've been listening to a song I had on my computer forever, but never really listened to it... It's Now My favortie song ever... It's a Really pretty song, and The singer has a Great voice... It's The Song BITTERSWEET by Within Temptation..... If You have the chance, you should download it... I know A Lot Of You don't listen to the music I like, but It's a really good song!! hehe.. I'm listening to it now!! lol!...

What Else.... I might be going to fredericton this weekend.. just on sunday for a bit of shopping... Hopefully run into some friends... I'm goign to phone them to let them know I'm at the mall...

Saturday, I'm Going to Be goign to a karate grading with Patrick...

And Tomorrow night, We're going to our friend Peachie's And I'm going to Color her hair!...

I use To Always Say "Dye" or "bleach" my/someone's Hair... But Now, I rarely say that, Because The Teacher was like "I HATE the word "bleach"... don't Say Bleach, Say Lighten"... hahahah!!.. So since then, It's Color hair, or lighten hair!.. HAHAHA!...

Today, I Did laundry... And I did Two loads, And Guess how much it cost to wash and Dry both Loads.... I bet your thinking $1.25 for Wash, and $1.00 for dry.... No... try.. $2.50 for each wash, And $2.50 for one dry, and $4.00 for the other dry!...

so $11,75 For wash and Dry....

The Reason it's 11.75, And one dry cost 4$ was because The dryers usually take quarters, one quarter for 4 minutes of drying... But One Of the machine Ate A Quarter and got jammed inside the machine, and so I have to use dimes...1 minute for 1 dime.... It's take 40 minutes to dry... which reminds me, I have to go get my clothes...

brb!!

... BAck..

I Hate Those fucking Dryers.... at 10:00, I'm going down to ask Who I talk to about Those Dryers.. That's just effin Ridiculous... That was a huge waste of money, because the machine I put 4$ in, Didn't Even Slightly Dry The Clothes... They are just like I took them right out of the washer... I can't wait to move.... those machines suck!!... And It's not the first time that's happened... I didn't say anything the first time, But This is just retarded and A huge waste of money!...

Anyways... I'm going to Go do something Else for a bit... I don't feel like ranting too much.. I already have a headache...

that Is All....

Christmas, Less Than a month away!

2006-11-26T09:21:00.000-08:00

I'm Soooo not ready for xmas... Soo Much going on That It's going to be a bit stressful this year....
No Money, And All The studying For My Midterms, And The Trying to find the presents For People, And All The other stuff going on........
It's Going to Be Hard, But After Midterms And Xmas, It should be a huge relief!!... especially after midterms...

It's not so bad when I know What To get people, And I know that it's easy to find... But It Sucks When I don't know what to get people, Or When I know What I Want to get them, But Can't find it.. not even on Ebay, because it's extrememly hard to find!!.. And ebay Usually Has Everything...

There is two things I have In Mind To get pat, But They Are Both Extrememly Rare, And Hard To find... The First Thing, I Actually found it, But It's 120$... I Can't really Afford That at this point... I Wish I Could, Because I really Want To get it For Him!...
The Other thing, I Can't even find it! hahah!... oh well... I'll Figure it out!...
I'm going to phone My Friend Amanda LAter to see if She Wants to go to moncton or fredericton tomorrow to go shopping... I can skip school for one day.. I mean, No Tests, And It's just going to be studying and stuff...

Hopefully she'll want to go!.. lol!..

Anyways, What Else.... School is still going good...
getting Kinda Irritated with some of the people there.... Because I Hate When People Think They are Better Then Me, When I Know They're not...
One Person, Saying That She's a Layering Master, Because she did one good haircut... hahah!.. that's Funny... And Then She Was going on saying that she was the best stylist there, And That the rest of us didn't know what we were doing....
First of all, for the theory work, She Fails Most of Her Tests... even when she cheats, she Fails... And As for Haircutting and hairstyling, She's Not The Best... uif anyone's the best, IT's the teacher, And If She Was just talking about the students, Then it Would be larissa, considering She's been Cutting/styling hair for 12 years!!... And PLus, even then, Everyone Is good In their Own way, Noone Is better than anyone... So she's just full of herself...

And another person is irritating, Because She thinks She knows Everything... Or, She Tries to know everything, When She Really doesn't.... When The Teacher asks us a question, Looking at your notes, And saying the answer doesn't mean that you know it... It means that you know how to read maybe, But It doens't mean you know the answer... And When The Answer is something Simple, She Has to Read out The Whole Sentence To try to make herself Sound smarter, And She Talks over everyone else which is annoying too,....
And Also, She Thinks she knows everything about everything, not only about school... Like, If Someone Is Talking about something, She ALWAYS has to be a part of it, even if we weren't talking to her...
"I understand that, But........." is said At LEats A Million times a day... She Always has to be Right, when She's not!!.. IT Pisses me Off!!!

But anywyas, It's making me mad thinking abou tit, so I'll go on To somehting else now... just needed torant a bit...

So Mrs. Goodfellow, The esthetics teacher asked me if They coudl Wax My Eyebrows The Other Day... I Said They Coudl if they wanted... But I Don't think I Want My eyebrows Waxed... I'll Let them Wax Anything Else They Want though... I'll tell them that at school tomorrow, If I End Up going... lol... But that shoudl be fun...
the Other Day, they put makeup on me too... I think That's why Mrs. goodfellow wants me in her class... because I Wear makeup and nailpolish, And I don't care if they want to practice on me... Except for waxing my eyebrows.. i said I woudl, but Now I'm not sooo Keen on getting that done!.. lol...

Anyways, I Should get going now... I'm going to phone amanda or brandi, See What they're Up to!...

Bye!