second post of the day....Calling the Doctor tomorrow....

The Scariest thing ever happened to me today.... I have already been to the hospital once, but I have to make an appointment with dr. martin soon, because it happened again tonight, only 10 times worse....

so here's what happened, (in the best way I can explain it)....
I was at school, And We were just about to learn a new cut for our exam... one of the fredericton instructers were there to show us... I went to the other station to borrow some clips, and I Heard a really loud popping noise..... my left ear has been hurting for a while that day... After I heard the loud popping noise, Everything got SUPER loud, And I coudl hear every tiny Little thing, To the point where it was really scary... If A Needle would of fell, I would of heard it hit the ground REALLY loudly... Everything was echoing really badly... And So I took the teacher aside, And told He rI had to leave because I Was going to the hospital....

I get to the hospital, and First of all, Driving accross the morrissey bridge, Already loud enough, was 10 times louder, and Excrutiatingly loud... And Motorcycles drove by, and I Wanted to rip my ears off, because the noise was annoyingly loud and echoiing...
I got to the hospital, And A Guy ran in the room for registration before me, even though i was there first, So I sat there, With My Ear hurting really bad, hearing Everything Muffled And echoing and The automatic doors were driving me crazy.... After he left, I finally got in to register, and Sat in the waiting room, and there was a 2 year old who was Really Loud, And The heaters kept kicking in, Which was driving me insane as well... I sat there plugging my ear, but I could still hear all the muffling noises...
anyways, After about 2 hours in the waiting room, Everything just went back to normal... I was thinking I should leave, because there were still a lot of people before me, But I was also having problems with my arm for the last 2 and a half months, (which I already seen the doctor for).... So I decided to stay to ask about my arm as well.... Anywyas, After another hour and a half of waiting, they finally call my name, And I get in ther,e, He checke d afew things, Not even there for 1 minute, And he was done, And Then He was about to leave, so I asked him about my arm as well, And His response was "well, there nothing we can do about that", then he left the room before I coudl say anything else....

I was annoyed.. I hate the doctors around here in the emergency room.... Wait for ever to hear "oh, Just take some advil, that's fix it"...... I wonder if they know that Advil ISN'T The cure for Everything!
ANywyas.....

The really scary thing that happened....
so Tonight, I went to my friend tara's to study for our exam.. I was there form about 9 til 11:30.... We were studying, and All of a sudden I hear another weird popping noise in my ear, except his one was worse... not louder, just a worse feeling.. not even painful.... IT's hard to explain....
anyways, The best way to describe what I was hearing after that noise is.... you know in movies, When People are dying, To the point of death on their way to the White light, Or when Someone is in a coma, and they are just barely coming out of it, And There is someone there talking to them, And You can hear them like they're right beside you, Kinda up close, But Still Far away, Very Weird echoiing Noise..... Well, THAT'S what Everything sounded like... it scared me, I jumped even, And tara looked at me, asking what was wrong, And When she talked, it was just scary, because Of the way it sounded.... And I said no, and Dropped my pen, And When I dropped the pen, When it hit the couch, again, the weirdest noise ever... Really loud, and up close , but IT really wasn't up close at all... (if that makes any sense).... And So I popped my ears by plugging my nose, And making my ears pop... And I asked tara to say something, and IT was still sounding weird, But a litle less, So I popped my ears again, and everything went back to normal....

It Scared my really bad, even my heart was pounding really fast, And It was almost like i was out of breath...

Anyways, So Because of all this, tomorrow, I'm phoning Dr. Martin, to see If I Can't get an appointment with the specialist.... I haven't had any problems with my ears in the longest time...
The first dr At the emergency room said it was probably just acold virus, and To take advil..... but It's Way To werid and scary of a feeling, Especially where I've had so many problems with my ears my whole life, I'd rather go See An Audiologist, Just to make sure everything is okay....


Anyways, It's bed time for me... Have a LOT of work to do tomororw to practice for my Exam on monday and tuesday...
bye!