My Sinful Desire Is To Desire The Sinful!: February 2008

Memories that last forever..

haha!.. so today, i had quite the uneventful day, and At some point of today, I was just thiking about the past, And all the fun, funny, Weird, Disturbing, horrible, Sad, whatever memories...

the Few that Come to mind, which May not make sense to a lot of but they were quite entertaining to me, And i was just thinking of how ironic that some of them were and such...

for example..

this one is for melanie...

Remember years ago, when youuse to always make fun of me, Or annoy me, singing "you...you are so very gay... the gayesst of the gay... you are so gay..."... before I Was out...
hahah!.. Well, It's your Fault i'm Gay.. you turned me gay, all because of that song! hahahah! ..... I was just thinking of that today, and how funny it was...

Or when amanda Made fun of me that time i was going downstairs, and My hands were a little flaily, and she said I looked gay.. HAHAH..

Or.. the time mom Asked me wh I was 15, If I even liked girls At All...

I guess I made it MOre obvious than I thought... even thoguh all thatuff happened, I Still don't think You REALLY knew Until I came out... Except for mom who found Websites... which Is another embarssing memory, but Hey, things happen.. We were all teenagers at one point... internet was the easiest access to entertain.... lol..

What other memories...
with melanie, that wasn't the only song she use to sing... do you STILL like coloring?!.. hahah!!

and the days when we woudl order out, and play our own little version of "make me Laugh".. And Take a drink to see who We could get to shoot pepsi the furthest out of their noe... I believe amanda won! HAhahah!..

Or, The time We Were all out at the mall, when monica was down home, and she was shopping for Nanny's birthday, Ad Ran to us in bargain giant yelling That she foudn A huge Dildo for her! hahahahahah!!!!!!

wow...
there are soo many more, but It's getting late.. I just thought that those were a few good moment that needed to be shared, even if they weren't in full detail! hahah!!

anyways, goodnight all!

good Day at work..

So, today, I totally outdid myself at work, And had a really good day doing it..

I Had a total of 23 clients, which on Average, I have about 14 ish....
I Sold 5 products, which on average, I Sell 2 a month... (Ièm bad at selling products)...
My productivity Was at 39.5.... which on average is not that much... Like, 22 ish.... Which It SHOULD be at 27.5 a day....
And... the Best Part... My Tips Were Awesome... On average i Make about 30 to 40$ A Day... and today I made a total of 75$...

So.... *pats Self on the back*... go Me!!!!!

hahaha!!!

Candy Clouds of Lullaby!

so still no Pics yet From the shoot... I Dont know when I'm going to get them..

this is just going to be a quick update because i have to continue with the packing.... I Can't Wait to Move.. The move has been keeping me pretty busy.. well, That, along with work, and friends.....

soo.. since Last update...

again, I have been packing and waiting patiently for t new pics to come...
I Broke up With stas... It was hard, but i think it was the right thto do.. I Just wanto be single for a while.. or.. need to be single for a while....

My ganglion is back... for the third time.. I really have to get my health card soon, so I can Discuss getting it surgically removed and such...

Hopefully it goes away and I won't have to get my hand operated on, but we'll see what happens..

Hmm... I thought there was more to say, but I Can't remember.... Oh well..
I'll update again soon enough... unless nothing happens... which I Don't think anythign interesting will happen, but Oh Well..

bye!

*listening to HELLO by EVANESCENCE*
*is Feeling Pain in my wrist, and annoyed with packing and excited for moving*

EDIT:... OH, I remembered wha it is I was going to write, but forgot... I May be a godfather soon... :) The baby is due on my birthday!.. :)