Yay For Shows of goodness!!!!

so, since I Moved to Ottawa, The Very frst thing I did when I got here was look for shows or concerts here....
and I Found Lots of great bands play.... the first show I ever seen, AFTER FOREVER was playing...
along with Widow's Walk, And Unexpect!!!
So I Got to See Those three Awesome Bands in October!!

And The Shows just don't stop Coming.... Tonight, I Went to A Very Awesome show With my roommate Jason!!!
We Went to Se TIGER ARMY!!!!!!
They were AMAZING!!!
And.... The CREEPSHOW and The UNSEEN played tonight as well!!!.... i LOVE the creepshow, And the Unseen is pretty awesome as well, and Tiger Army Was Just EPIC!!!!

and so I will pst a few picsfrom the show tonight.... The first show,wit Unexpect, After forever and Widows walk, My camera didn't wrk, so I Unfortunately coudn't get any pics of that show, but My camera worked tonight, So I'll post a few pics!!...

So, If These pics are in the order I Think They Are......

This is Me And Sarah "Sin".... the Singer Of THE CREEPSHOW!!!!! I Love Her.. This is My Favorite Picture EVER!!!!!!!


This is Th creepshow playing!


And again, Sarah "sin" and the Creepshow banner!


This is Paul Russo!! The Singer Of THE UNSEEN!!!!


This is NICK 13! singer Of TIGER ARMY!!!!


NICK 13 Again!!!..




so all in All the show tonight as Amazing.... i had a great time..
And My Next show is going to be May 30ths... going to buy the tickets tomorrow... Or maybe after I Write this post.. Probably tomorrow though!!..
I'm Going to be going to see ROBIN BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Seen posters eveywhere, and I didn't believe he s actually going to be here, so I Checked online,And the tickes for his show is only 10$ Each!!!.... so, Robin Black, on May 30ths, here I Come!!!!

My Next show after that, IF I can get Time off work, will be COLDPLAY, June 17th!!!!!...

this i Why I Love ottawa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm out! bedtime...
Work tomorrow!!!

Happy mothers Day!!!

and that is all!
bye

HOME IN JULY!!!

okay, so I'm going Hom in July.. I can't wait..
I have SOOOO many people that i have to see, It's going to be a loooong Week!..

so i have/want to see:

so this could be done the first Two days... don't have to see brooke, but it's be nice! Considering she lives like 5 to 10 minutes from cowie hill...
melanie and jimmy...
Family in NS.
brooke

Hopefully I Can go to fredericton for a day or two from here...
then i Can See
Tairie,
matthew
Kristen
Kiwi(caleigh)
Uncle henry and april and The Girls And baby william

These people can be done the next day or two after that....
mom and jerry.
amanda
Uncle Paul and Auntie Cheryl
Matthew
Dad And Georgina
memere and pepere
Denise

Then Sia gets a whole day to herself, because well, We have a relationship that nobody coudl ever understand.. She's my best friend in the world, And I don't knwo what i woudl do without her, so I want to spend a lot of time with her..
Sia

Then Another day for these people..
Brandi
Tyson ST.C
Tyler ST.C
Amanda S.
.. Actuallty I could see these friends at night, and i Could see these people in the morning of that day...
Girls From work
Girls From School

because girls from school, School is closedat 4 I believe, so I coudl see them, then go see the girls at work, And then go see brandi And amanda and Tyler and tyson...

I can Se these four people at the beginning of the day
Tyler
Patrick
Jenny
Alicia

then go See these people at the bar at night.. (where they work)
TARA J
TARA D

I have to see these tow girls, because they Are definitely two of my Real friends that have always been there for me!!..
Laura
Carrie

I Can fit a few other people into this day...
Iris
Nikki
jaime

And then another day to hang out with these friends..
Nadine
jacelyn
Steven
Kurt

then It Will be just about time to go home!!!


So my whole week of being home is defintiely filled up... wehter it will work out that way, I don't know.. I'll probably try to squeeze in more people into those days so That I can have a day to relax to myself.. which I doubt willappen, because i don't knwo when I'll be able to go home agian after that, so I'm taking full advantage of All the time i have!!!!!!!!!! Not a second to spare!!!

that is all!!!
:D!!!!

See you all in July!!!!!!!!

EDIT:... I also need to see:
Annie,
Annik

and other girls i Use to work with at the call center...
It's weird how close become with some people...

yup... Vent here...

so Like i said in My last post, guys in Otawa Are PSYCHO...

okay, so I wasn't even going out with this guy... We went on a few dates.. when we were together, It was fine, but When we weren't, every Minute woudl be him askng to see me agian, he asked If 10 this morning was okay.. I said I di know, so he Asked what about 11.. I said I didn't know, so again, he asked how about 12.... When I say i don't know to the first time, It means i don't know.. I'm sick in bed right now, and he been for the last week or so... so I said it depended on how i was feeling, he asked if 1 ish was okay....

so I said I don't know, We'll wait to see til the time comes...
I was suppose to see him tonight and tomorrow night or whatever, but he asked me if he was too much for me... so, I was going to tell him person, But He Asked e, so I didn't want to avoid the question or lie, so I told him he was... that I don't think we shoudl date, That i think we shodl just be friends....

Again, we weren't even ing out at this point, Just been on a few dates...
but because IJust wanted to be friends, he wants me to dig a grave and die..

WELL, at first, I Felt bad for telling him, for hurting him, but because He was being oh so VERY mature about it, I'm glad I dn't Actually make it official to go out with him... He Actually made it VERY easy for me to Not feel bad anymore.. I mean, Instead of dealing, and Accepting the fact that I didn't think we were right for each other, he decided that I completely ruined his life, and that i should dig a grave and die, and that i shoudl go fuck myself....

So it Made It VERY clear That he is deifnitely not the one I Want to be with, And I did Want to be his friend, but He Made me realize that i didn't want anything to do with him, because of how Much of a prick he was about it.. So Thank for for helping meot Feel bad about not wanting to see you anymore.. you made it So Much easier for me when you Told me to go fuck myself and such..

so anyways, yeah, guys around here are psycho..(p.s. I hung out with The guy 3 times, And he Was already saying how much he missed me And how he wanted to be with me.... )... He was saying how much he missed me after the first night we spent together... I mean, Thanks, that's sweet and all, but You got attached WAY too fast... so It's your own fault.. I told him the first day i met him that I di fall for people so Fast, And that it took me lots of time.... and well, I just didn fall for you the way you were falling for me, so that is all about that..

hopefully I Don't lose my friend that I Met BEFORE this guy, who I found out that they were friends... If so... that's going to be 3 friends I Lose in less than a week... Damn, I'm doing good..

first friend was not so much that i los him as a friend... Or maybe I did, i don't know... but becuase I Was hanging out with someone he didn't agree with, then Obviously I'm taking sides, ANd I don't think he's too plased about that!..

BULLSHIT... I don't take sides... And I try to avoid drama.. so because i try to avoid unnecesarry drama, I don't think our friendship wil work out...
I'm sorry you like the drama so Much, but you know what... You have NO right to tell me who I Can And Cannot hang out with... you have NO right to tell wht what I Can And Cannot do.... 3. You have NO right telling me What I should or Shoudln't think.... And 4. Who the fuck are you to say what you think I'm thinking, when you have no fucking clue what i think of you.... And Maybe I do Stick up for you, And you don't knwo it... Maybe I do stick up for the other guy, and you don't know it...

you know what,I don't stick for either of you. Deal with your fucking problems...

I'm sure there are many people out there who are thinking the same thing about e "Deal with your Fucking problems"... Well, I'm dealing the best Way I know how that I'm comfortable with.... Wether I'm fucked up for the rest f my life, I don't know... I know I have many problems.. I know I bottle them up... I know half the peoplet there think I should see a psychiatrist.. Maybe I should... Will I.. Fuck No!...do i think they will help me?... fuck no.. I think They will make whatever problem i have 10 times worse...

anyways, I woudl vent more, but the meds are kicking in, and I'm about to pass out...
Damnit, I'm almost out of T-3s....

goodnight all!

P.S. stas... Happy birthday a few days late!... this is the one Happy Moment of this post!

the end!