christmas day..

so yesterday I went to Pat's for the night, and had a christmas supper there... It Was good... after we ate, we opened some presents... Pat's mom got me a sterling silver chain bracelet which is really nice, and A Little light to attach on book or things when Reading.. she got pat and I both one....
his sister got me Two necklaces from Montreal... They are both very cool... one of them doesn't have a meaning, but the other one is called a triskel, and it means balance and Creativity.
And Pat Got me A Spiral curl curling irons, Which Is going to be great for School and once I'm done school, And He got me a really cool book, which I'm going to probablt start reading after I'm Done Writting in here... It's an encyclopedia of mysterious and strange phenomena...
After We opened presents, Pat and I went to bed...
We woke up and Then We Came back to newcastle, and I took a shower, then went to my grandparents for xmas dinner...
After we ate, we opened presents,,, Pepere got me A Really nice handmade leather bracelet and A wooden Necklace... julie picked it out for him in fredericton...

After That, I Came home, opened The few gifts i have here... socks, And Razor, and Gift certificates and such,,,

I also Got Two tattoo for xmas, Which I Will hopefully have pictures of soon... my camera is broken though... And I Got one of my phone bills paid for...

so all in all, it Was a good xmas eve, And xmas(so far)....

Anywyas, I'm Going to go read for a bit, so That is all.. bye!

in pain, but worth it.. lol

Thanks for the xmas gift amanda and brandi and nadine, and everyone else who chipped in...
I got two new tattoos for the price of one... I got a GIR tattoo on my arm, and I got a tribal design with a rainbow triangle in the middle on my lower back... I think i posted a picture before..

now.. i'm in pain..

anyways, i'll write more later... Going to go eat then go to bed...

goodnight!!

I'll have pics of the new tattoos once i get a new cam, or when i use amanda or pat's cam!... lol!!

So What are you more exicted about!!??

So Xmas is almost here, but what's the most exciting thing....

for Me, It's Dinner... And School break!!..

I don't really have much more to say!! hahah!!

Yesterday, Pat and I went to moncton.. twas fun...
Got To meet mark...
And Got to see Tina Again!... oh How I Love tina...

Uhmm... Almost done shopping.... Just have to get for one more person.... I got a part of the gift, but Not completely done yet!... soon though!... should bee Done By friday!... lol!...
thursday Is My tattoo... I'm excited....
I Can't Wait...

And Well, I have been online for a while now, so I have to go See If Anyone is trying to call..

that is all!

Bye!

very quick update..

quick update because i have a busy dya tomorrow, And It's already 12:45...

I have to study for a test once i'm done this, and sleep, because I have to do a perm tomorrow, And I don't want to be too tired when I do The Perm... Last time I got lightheaded, And thought I Was going to pass out, so we don't want that happening again...

Today Was A good Day.. had two clients, Both went well... My time Is Getting A Lot Better too, because Instead of 2 and a half hours for layering with mistakes when i first started, IT's down to about 1 hour with no mistakes... I Just need a bit more practice to get my time down some more...

I had a few clients yesterday And The last one went really well.. She was really nice and easy to get along with, and she Wasn't fussy at all, And She loved it.. I colored her hair and layered it... It Was Really nice... I was proud of myself... :D!

xmas is soon, and I'm still not done the hsopping,... I'm probably going to moncton on saturday, so I should be done all my shopping then... once I get a job, and Make Money, then I'll be able to Buy a Little Bit More than I what I am This year....

Are midterms are coming up soon after xmas too... going to have to start studying for that...

My tattoo appointment is next thursday!... I'm so Excited... We End school on the 22nd, so I'll be able to show people at school..

Our New Place Is Really nice... getting Comfortable here now...
My room is almost all cleaned... I Woudl of cleaned it all, but I Cleaned it enough so that i had enoguh room to clean my rats cages instead, because They Were getting A little smelly...
Poor Rat Girls...

Pat And I Are doing great!.. tomorrow, We are going to do what we did on this day A year ago... with some changes.... lol... It Was the first day we met... The Perfect date!.... Met at the mall, and walked around in the cold, and tried to keep each other warm, and just talked all night... T'was Nice!!...
a year went by really fast!....

What else.....

uhmm.. I Might Not update fot a bit... We Are going to be getting HSI soon though, So I will be able to upate more... And Plus, this Place has VERY limited Jacks, So I have to unplug the phone to plug my computer in... Whcih I have to switch back in a minute or two...

but for the next few days, I'm going to be cleaning a bunch and unpacking, And spending the weekend with pat, so there won't be much online time...

Anyways, I'm going to go get food and study for a bit before I go to bed.. Hoepfully I'm not too tired in the Morning...

very quick update..

quick update because i have a busy dya tomorrow, And It's already 12:45...

I have to study for a test once i'm done this, and sleep, because I have to do a perm tomorrow, And I don't want to be too tired when I do The Perm... Last time I got lightheaded, And thought I Was going to pass out, so we don't want that happening again...

Today Was A good Day.. had two clients, Both went well... My time Is Getting A Lot Better too, because Instead of 2 and a half hours for layering with mistakes when i first started, IT's down to about 1 hour with no mistakes... I Just need a bit more practice to get my time down some more...

I had a few clients yesterday And The last one went really well.. She was really nice and easy to get along with, and she Wasn't fussy at all, And She loved it.. I colored her hair and layered it... It Was Really nice... I was proud of myself... :D!

xmas is soon, and I'm still not done the hsopping,... I'm probably going to moncton on saturday, so I should be done all my shopping then... once I get a job, and Make Money, then I'll be able to Buy a Little Bit More than I what I am This year....

Are midterms are coming up soon after xmas too... going to have to start studying for that...

My tattoo appointment is next thursday!... I'm so Excited... We End school on the 22nd, so I'll be able to show people at school..

Our New Place Is Really nice... getting Comfortable here now...
My room is almost all cleaned... I Woudl of cleaned it all, but I Cleaned it enough so that i had enoguh room to clean my rats cages instead, because They Were getting A little smelly...
Poor Rat Girls...

Pat And I Are doing great!.. tomorrow, We are going to do what we did on this day A year ago... with some changes.... lol... It Was the first day we met... The Perfect date!.... Met at the mall, and walked around in the cold, and tried to keep each other warm, and just talked all night... T'was Nice!!...
a year went by really fast!....

What else.....

uhmm.. I Might Not update fot a bit... We Are going to be getting HSI soon though, So I will be able to upate more... And Plus, this Place has VERY limited Jacks, So I have to unplug the phone to plug my computer in... Whcih I have to switch back in a minute or two...

but for the next few days, I'm going to be cleaning a bunch and unpacking, And spending the weekend with pat, so there won't be much online time...

Anyways, I'm going to go get food and study for a bit before I go to bed.. Hoepfully I'm not too tired in the Morning...

I hate being A perfectionist,,,

Well, We have a project Due tomorrow, Or.. seeing how it's after midnight, it's due today!... and I'm not done yet!... I coudl be done in like, 5 minutes if I wanted to do a half-ass job, and Still get a good mark, But Noo... I have to make things complicated for myself, and Make Sure everything Is nice and organized And have All The writting in nice, neat letters, And Make Everything soo much more difficult than it could be... I Started working on this after school.. and We got off school a bit ealry, so I got home aorund 4:00PM... And So, I've been working on it For like, EVER... but anywyas, Hopefully All this work pays off....

I've never got less than 105% on a project, so Hopefully that continues...but anyways...

To answer to monica's question of "packing?".... Dad and I moved into a new place just a few minutes away from where we were before... Cheaper... AND It has it's own washer and dryer... how cool is that!?!.. lol.....
After living in an appartment where is was almost 5 sometimes more dollars for one load, I'm going to be Taking FULL advantage of the washer and dryer...

Lately, I've Been Getting really irritated With little things... Maybe there is just too much stuff going on all at once, but Little things are really getting on my nerves...
like, When I'm talking about something, and stressed about something, Or Just when I mention anything Bad, Or Anything going on with me, Then Some people have To Make everything Their own problem... Like, If I Say I have To do A Lot, They have sooo much more to do... When I Say I'm Stressed, They Are SOOO much more stressed.... When I Say I'm not feeling well, They Are Feeling Soooo Much worse.... It's okay to say, "oh, I'm not feeling well either", But don't go on Making everything you're problem....
I Wasn't making these things my a problem or to complain, I just just Saying How I Was feeling that day, So I Wish some people woudl just stop once in a while...
And There is just soo much more...

Anyways, Melanie, If you didn't get the comment I posted, you Bought me a printer for xmas.. thanks, I love it! hahahah!!...

anywyas, I'm going to go finish that project, because I still have a LOT of Work Left to do on It...
Hopefully I'll be done in half an hour to an hour... but, you never know.....

That is all!!

I have 4 more gifts to buy!!...

So xmas is coming sooner and sooner.. I have four things leftto buy, even though it doesn't seem like I've bought ANYTHING....
I know what i'm getting 3 out of those 4 people, So This Shouldn't be too bad....
I bought patrick's present today!... just have to wait for it to come in now!! I'm so excited to give it to him!.. I know he'll like it!..
So once I have those bought, I think I won't be so stressed about things... because after that, then I have my next part of my student loan coming in.... Which I CAN'T use for Food!!... Food Is sooo Expensive...

hmm, I should really be studying Right now... I just do't feel like it... It should be a pretty easy quiz tomorrow....

What else... Tomorrow, I hope I don't get any client's... I really wanna practice updo's before the Formal...

So much stuf fI have to do... I Can't Wait til this whole month is over...
Anywyas, I'm Going to go get started on that project, or star packing or Studying or something..
that is all!

The importance of understanding...

..... I should be sleeping right now, But I just couldn't sleep... Pat And I Got to Talking, Which Got us both thinking....

***Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome (AIDS or Aids) is a collection of symptoms and infections in humans resulting from the specific damage to the immune system caused by the human immunodeficiency virus (HIV). The late stage of the condition leaves individuals prone to opportunistic infections and tumors. Although treatments for AIDS and HIV exist to slow the virus's progression, there is no known cure. HIV is transmitted through direct contact of a mucous membrane or the bloodstream with a bodily fluid containing HIV, such as blood, semen, vaginal fluid, preseminal fluid, and breast milk. This transmission can come in the form of anal, vaginal or oral sex, blood transfusion, contaminated hypodermic needles, exchange between mother and baby during pregnancy, childbirth, or breastfeeding, or other exposure to one of the above bodily fluids.***

kinda Scary to think about it!

You Think it couldn't happen to you, but You never know... It Has Been believed for a long time that it was mostly homosexuals who got aids... But that's not the case.. Everyone and anyone Can get HIV/AIDS... in fact, It's changed to Mostly straight people being infected with This Virus. Because of how Much It Was brought on As a homosexual infection, Gay People tried Harder to protect themselves... Because Straight people didn't think it could happen to them, They aren't protecting themselves as much as they Should be..

The most common Way To catch this infection is Through sexual contact..
Before Patrick And I were sexually active with Each other, I have Been tested, And It came back negative.
Pat Wasn't as sexually Active As I Was Before We had met, And The Stuff that he had done with other people would be an Extremely slim chance to catch it, but not impossible... He's never been tested before...

Patrick Usually never got sick, but since he met me, He Was sick 3 times... (flu/colds/etc..) which kinda scared him... I have Only been sick once, When The flu was going around... I've never had any of the symptoms that a person who had HIV/AIDS would normally have.. (the flu being one of them).... It Scares me too though, thinking that maybe the results from the first test were false...

Patrick is the only Person I've been with in the last 11 months, And I'm the only person he's been with since then as well....

We both decided that It Would be a good idea to go get tested again... Just to be on the safe side...
I would be scared if i had it, but I would mostly be scared if Pat had it...
Mostly Because, Even though I've been tested already, I Would be Scared that it would of been my fault... And, I don't ever want anything bad to happen to him...
once We Both Get tested, I'll feel better...

I should go to bed now though, because it's 2:30 in the morning, And I have School tomorrow.... It's gonna be a long Day!...