updating...

Well, time for another update...

Not much to update on...
I Found out That I'm going to california august 31rst!.. I booked my vacation from work, And I'm stoked!... I Can't Wait...

My birthday was okay... I'm been in a pissy mood most of the day... Pat Was pissed at me the start of the day, because he drove around looking for me.. I told him I would phone him and that i wasn't going to be home... So That didn't make things any better... of course, After he calmed down a bit, then It got a litle better, but Still not good.. Was still in a bad mood most of the day, and I Still am...

And then, the Next morning, melissa Woke me Up, and We might be getting evicted from our apartment... Brandi is in virginia Right now, So She doesn't know yet, So I have to wait til she gets back to see what's going on and what's going to happen... so thinking of that, And work, And All That crap, It's not helping The Stress...
I'm going to start looking for a new place.. maybe a 1 bedroom apartment if i can, And Live by myself for a while... We'll see what happens...

I know I'm not going to be in the best of moods for the next little while... I have also on top of the stress and such, been feeling really down... I have no reason to, but I Just do... I think I'm going to go to the Hospital Soon..
For that, and Also, My eyes have been watering really bad lately.. I think I May Have Alergies Again, but I don't know....

anyways, 20 years old doesn't feel any less different than My birthday last year, or een the bday before that, or even before that.... It's the same thing every single year!...

Patrick Met Dad The other day!... A Little awkward but it wasn't too bad... he Also Met tina and Troy... And Soon, He's going to be meeting the Whole family... lol... This should be fun!!...

Anyways, I'm not suppose to be on this site, So I am going to have to cut this off now...
I'll update another time...
That is all..

home again

well, I just got back from montreal about an hour ago.. It's almost 3 in the morning.. I have to go to bed because i work at 7:30 tomorrow morning....

Anyways, I'm going to update this a bit first...

So We left miramichi At around 8ish on monday... Pat was over all day.. I was so happy i got to spend the day with him.. We said our goodbyes when annie and annick got here.... And then we were on our way!!..

The first day, We stopped in at anniks aunt's place.. Her and her girlfriend are going to be getting married soon!!.. They've been together for about 20 years now... They were really nice..

And Then We went to JEn's Moms, And Got washed up and Ready!!..

Then once everyone was ready, We went down to the metro.. I've never been on a subway before.. It was fun!!...
We went to an italian restaurant, And The food was Delicious...

After the restaurant, We went shopping all day.. It was soo much fun!! I bought some nice things... We got home around 8:30 ish, And We were all sleeping by 9 oclock...

we woke at 7 in the monring, And all Got ready for a day of shopping,... We Went to CRUELLA First!!... I Was like 100 times worse than a kid in a candy shop!!... I was in awe by everything they had.. I bought Some REALLY nice clothes there.. It was great!!.. I never been in a store soo...ME before.... Everything in there was awesome!!! The worker there was really pretty too.. I didn't want to try on the shirts i got, because i would of had to take mty corset off, And I didn't want to go through the trouble, but The worker said she would tie it back up for me... lol...

so I tried on the shirts, And They were all great!!
When I put the corset back on, You coudl Tell that that was not the first time she's tied someone's corset! HAHA!...

Anyways... We then went to a bunch of other stores, and the mall and all that stuff, Then We went back to the hotel so everyone could get ready for the concert... I unfortuanatley din't have a ticket.. But I got to talk to patrick, so It Wasn't so bad.. When they got back from the concert, They took pictures, With the camera they snuck in! hahah!...amazing pictures...

I wish I could of been at the concert too!!.. oh well!!

Anyways, today. annie wanted to see her niece before we left, so She Dropped us off at the mall, And Went to see her niece.. I bought Some Really nice asian things for brandi for her birthday which was in april1!.. She'll love them!!..
And I bought Patrick A Really nice Gift, that I Know He'll Love For His Birthday!!..

anywyas, So much happened, But Not Enough time to write it all... I'll update another time!!..

bye!!

only 20 and a half hours left to go!..

So Montreal is tomorrow.. I still haven't packed.. I'm probably just going to pack everything....
Pat Is Coming to See Me tomorrow.. I really don't want him to miss karate because He Wasn't sure if he Would be able to go for his belt or not, So I told him not to take the chance, But he Said He Was going to anyways.. I'm going to Try to leave work early tomorrow to see him...

Tomorrow will be 5 months that we were going out... doesn't seem like that long at all!..

Peachie And Brian Came over tonight... Twas fun... I did Peachie's hair, and She Did My makeup...

Hmm.. I thought I had something more to say, but i guess not..
that is all...

I can't Sleep!...

Well, A Quick Post before I try to fall asleep again...
Tomorrow is going to be quite the day.. I'm sure I'll pass out early tomorrow night...
I have to wake up at 7 in the morning, Because I work At 7:30, Which sucks... But I Get off work at 4, so That's kinda Great..
After work, Patrick Is Coming over, and we are going out to eat with his father again,,,
I'm going to meet natalie tomorrow night... (pat's dad's Girlfriend)...
After dinner, pat is going to come up to my place to hang out for a bit.. He has school the next day, so He probably won't be staying too long...

He only has one week left of school.. I Can't Wait Til He's done, Because Then I'll be able to see him a lot more often...

I'm also going to be taking my vacation from work soon... I'll be booking it not tomorrow but the next day probably.. Not sure exactly when, But I know I have to book it soon, Because We're going to California this summer... I Can't wait.. I've never been out of canada before.. I've been to ontario, Nova scotia, And New Brunswick... That's it.. so cali is pretty exciting...

And In Two weeks, I'm Going to Be Going to montreal.. I Can't Wait For That Either... We'll only be in montreal about 3 days, but Oh Well.. That's three days I don't have to spend in miramichi...

The only Thing I'm not going to like about going to montreal is Not Being Able to see pat for those few days!...

Anyways, I'm Going to go try to sleep again, Seeing as how I have to be up in 7 hours and 15 minutes.... That's not nearly enough sleep..

oh well.. I tried to sleep, but it just didn't happen, So Hopefully I won't Be TOO tired tomorrow..

Anyways, That is all for this post..
I'll update again when something more interesting happens...

one of my corsets

well, I didn't have a lot of time to take pics of the new corsets that I got, But I did manage to take one pic with my webcam, Hence the low quality of the pic, But Here It Is... I will take more sometime when I'm less busy!....





So This is one of my corsets.... all I Need Now Is A Mesh and/ or fishnet shirt to wear underneath.....
:)...

Anyways, I'm at work right now, and I'm not suppose to be on this site... I'm off in half an hour...
I'll update more when I have something more and better to say!..
That Is All..
Bye!..


P.S.. Happy Birthday monica and Joeye!.. :)