Going home...?!?!

Well, As It stands Right Now, I Will not be Able to go home In September....
As Much As I Want to, There is toomuch stuff conflicting with it.. the timing is Just A Very bad time for me..

There are a few reasons...

1... I am having trouble getting the time off work...... Which, I MAY have a plann for that.... I Woudl love to be there... I woudl like to knwo when all the family will Be home.... The 5ths of sept is on a saturday.... If Everyone Will be Home before the 3rd, I MAY be ale to get home for the 3rd.. I woudl have to comeck to ottawa on the fourth though.... which, I mostly wana go to see family.... family pictures and such... So I May e ale to make it around that time... but It's not for sure.... getting time off at work at the begining of september is NOT easy to get approved...

2... My Roommate is moving out around august/september, Whihc means, I Will be moving... Or finding a new roommate... In the event that I DO move, I will be paying more for rent.... Which Means,, I have a Lot Less money for going home.... so Unless Peopel Wanna Donate some money to me To be able to get home, then I don't think I will be able to afford it....
On Top of money issues, again, I will be moving.... I will be packing and Unpacking And I will proably be stressed to the max with everything That I will have do.. So, adding A Vacation home, On Top of everything else around that time... going to be tough....

3. I Am also going to be tryig for assistant manager in August/septemer... I ne to do a test and such, And It will be a of extra work... the reason I'm trying aroundhat time is because My NB hairtsylist license Will be Valid everywhere in canada after august, because the association is changing the rules.... so, If I end up getting it, which Isn't For sure, I will have a igger work load put on me, And More responsibilities, And May need to be around during that week... (doubt that I will have to be around, but I have to be able To do the managerial work when The Manager is not around!)....

so.... you see my dilema in going.... So I wish I Could be there, but there is a 90% chance i won't be able to make it.....

If I am not Able to go in september, I'm Going to Try te home in November for Melanie's wedding.... I Wanna be at At LEAST One of these events!!!....


anyways, I'll continue To Keep You all updated on whats going on!...
And Sorry for typos.. my computer is broke... Especially my letter B and N, so don't blame me, blame my keyboard! lol...

Things are looking good!

Wel, this blog may turn into an actual upate on my life as opposed to how much i hate people and Little pissy, angsty rants... so Here It goes!!...

First of All, work... I found out a few weeks ago that my NB certification For hairstyling will be Valid everywhere in canada after august!.. If I Can Avoid The Ministry of ontario until then, then I may finally be abl to get out of first choice, and start moving my career forward as opposed to be trapped in this one level of experience job!... I want to expand my knowledge and learn more, and work somewhere a little more high end!..
only thing abot that is that I have to make sure i have the clientel that will follow, Or that i will be working on Salary... I need to have a consistantincome to make sure i can afford to live....

Speaking of affording to live... As I wroe in my last post, my roommate is moving.. i have been looking around for appartments/roommates... As much as i woudl love to move to Toronto, I think wanna stay in ottawa just abit longer... I've come to make this place my second home.. My friends, My job, Everythign fom the last year and a half is in ottawa, And I know i's not the best place for my career t expand, but I Really enjoy it here.... anyways, I got off track.... I Found an apt for 595$ a mnth, everything included, Laundry facilities/dishwasher, furnished, Really nice looking...and It seems to be a very convinient area to get to work as well... I'm going o go down sometime really soon to see if i can't make an appointment to take a look at it!! I hope it works out there...

also, A girl from work Gav me a umber to a dentist wo is apparently really nice.. It's the dentiste goes to, nd has never had a proble with him... IReally need to go, but i rfuse to goback to th one in the Bilings bridge mall..last time i went, th wee extrememly rude, and told me it was a mistake to go see a doctor when i ws in constant pain... so yeah! there is a longer story to that, but I don't wanna get into it, becase it'll turn into another rant.... but Anyways, I'm going to mae an appointment sometime soon...

I'm going to be going to Toronto in june.. everytimei listento no noubt, Or See the on TV or in a commercial or Anything, I get sper excited.. It's been my life long dream to seno doubt live, and Now Mywish has finaly come true!!! If yo wish for something enough, wishes do eventually come true!!!!!!!!!

What else.... oh, A girl from work, Sarah, Is trying to set me p with one of her friends from smith falls... she was telling me about im and how cute he was, and I was kindaiffy about even talking to him at frst, because well, sarah's taste in mmen is HORRIBLE... butItook a chance... He Is super Sweet, And Super cute and Nice and funny, And he doesn't smoke r do drugs, and he has two jobs, supervisor at one of them!.. He is coming to visit me in two weeks... I Can't Wait...I hope things turn out with hm as well!..

Hmm.. Vacation time for work, I still get two weeks paid vacation....As itstands riht now, i won't be able to make it home for the first week of september. i told my manager the situation, and she talked to the supervisor and sh said as long as I'm bkFor the weekends of the 5ths and 6ths, I coudl go.. but The fifth was the onyl day i really wanted... So the anager said she woudl talk to the supervisor again... I Ma not be able to make it home for that.....
If not, I will defntiely be going home for melanie'swedding.. I can't go to one, I'm Going to the other...But I'll keep you posted on that!...


Anyway, that is all for now! I work early tomorrow morning, So I'm going to go to bed now!

P.S. Auntie berta, if you have that budgetig website you were telling m about, coudl you email it to e or Leave a comment with it.. I think it might be helpful... thanks!! :D!

financially srewed or financially paranoid!?

So, My roommate is moving out possibly in september.. which means I either have to move, or Have to find a new roommate..

I think I wana live on my own though! but I Love the place i'm living.. soo. Options are... find a roommate, And suck it up, and live with soeone I barely know...
either move out or have them move in here...

Or, Ask The Landlord if there are any one bedroomappartments in this building which may be available in spetember...

one Way to find out... Lets see what happens!!..

I'm either Financially screwed, Or, financially paranoid.. I wish I didn' wrry about money so much!